just be there watching over you

Whatever!

2008-01-20T06:51:00.001-08:00

CUTE BABY! =D

Whatever!

2008-01-20T06:42:00.001-08:00

SUPER CUTE BABY! =D

2007-10-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

ooo man days after exams are really boring!!
=X
well yesterday we had bbq at graci's
the day before graci, kahwee, fiona, jiajie, reuben and me went to get the food for yesterday's bbq
man sheng song's on sundays are packed and cramp!!
we saw quite a few ahs students, though
marcus and kenny, who looked a regular customer along side his mum
HEH!! wells i wasn't that late okies graci
though i really found it very hard to get my butt of the bed
man days of late nights and dance practises are taking a toll on me
i'm going on a hiatus soon, i swear
=D
so jiajie was late, nothing much of a surprize =P
JOKING!! HEH!! anyway reuben, jiajie and graci came over to my house after that to play mahjong
OOOO YEA!! I WAS THE ZENG FOR 2 ROUNDS!! =D
after which, me and graci killed ourselves carrying 7 packets of food over to aquarius
i went swimming, reuben went home, graci and mom and jiajie went jogging
OOO THEY MET WYMER!!
LOLX!! x)
spent the night in the pool, was it fun or what
=D graci was the only visible head at the 1.5 m pool
reuben, jiajie and i practically bounced our way through
dinner was hasty?! HEH!!
yesterday' bbq at graci's house again
thank god it didn rain and the chicken wings were finished
or graci will kill each and every single one of us for she will be eating chicken wings for 4 nights' worth of dinner
pictures and champagne and melted chocs stuffed in bananas
and to top that, a 45 minutes bath to make sure i won't grow green hair and smell like charcoal
=D
didn go to school today, sore throat and very tired
so i stayed at home and packed my stuff
SHITS!! TODAY WAS SPORTS ENRICHMENT AND I IDIOTICALLY PAID 5 BUCKS FOR IT!!
=X
WTH?! ooo wells, at least i was spared chen lao shi's remedial which i can proudly say i attended on monday with 1/3 of the class
BLESS ME!! =D CHEN LAO SHI'S NOT CALLING MY MAMA!!
=D

2007-10-12T22:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGQUAN!!
<33

2007-10-12T22:00:00.000-07:00

HEH!! 219th post =D
okies kies exams are over and everyone's highing
so did we
john, haonan and me went bugis that saturday after bio
and went to shop
SEEEEEEEESH!! as if papers were over but it was fun =D
anyway after exams we went east coast to cycle
john, haonan, kenneth, chongrui, edmund and me
it's really great coz we really enjoyed ourselves alot
except the part where i had to help edmund chain back his bike chain while he fell trying to do his hongkong bike stunt
=P
HEH!! JOKING! x)
so saturday had mini section outing
rather great depending that it was the first
=D HEH!! me and shiling went ikea
IT'S E-K-YEA
NOT EEEEEEEEEEEEEE-KIA OKIES!! =D
HEH!! this auntie was talking to me on the bus there about her knees
LOLX!! told me i should walk more when i'm younger
>.< WHAHAHAHAHA!! so ikea we went looking for stuffs and took a few pictures
IKEA'S HOTDOGS ARE DELICIOUS!!
=D
GUESS WHAT!? IT'S 1 BUCK ONLY!! =D

pictures later
weyjian's lazy
bless me, i'm snoggling on the couch
=D

2007-10-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

here's a quick one before i study for chem tmr
thanks everyone for your msges!!
=D
-teri
-eliz
-mingli
-shiling
-calvin
-mag
-huiling

=D thanks y'all
god bless you!!

2007-09-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY!!!
>.< amanda's post brought back very good sweet memories of us in primary 5 and 6
it's funny, really weird when i saw her post
i had lotsa flashbacks, lotsa memories are coming back now
HEH!! okies so here comes

when i was in primary 5, thanks for amanda's reminder
i was really IRRITATING?! =P
HEH!! yea kinda bcoz of the " thing " that was going on between us
it made kinda COLD to each other?! LOLX!! we didn talk much
and yea we used to shunt each other whenever we can
HEH!!! it's really funny, we were young and innocent
>.< HEH!! i remembered the passing of pencil boxes
especially from amanda's side; jess' to wymer, joyce's to kelvin
WHAHAHAHA!! it's funny aye!! how SWEET were back then
and the stickers and such, yea they were a blast
i remembered kelvin's reaction when he sees joyce's pencil box on his table
ooooo i just love to do him and lian rui and wymer
HEH!! =D wells me and amanda were kinda leng to each other
so there were other stuff
yea how amanda kindly posted again about the chalet incident
=X i so remembered that place
costa sands east coast park
yea many things happened there luh >.< people shy so i shant' talk about it
HEH!! =P OOO AMANDA YA BETTER SEND ME THE VID!!!
okies back to class
wells... there were loads of love in the air
yea and lotsa scandal luh and how we love to do the others
we meaning amanda to selene, joyce, and jess
and me to wymer, kelvin and yuanyang
OOOO I FORGOT YUNING!! HEH!!! yuanyang should remember the most
HEH!!!
=D
amanda posted the 1314 thingy HEY I'M CLEARING THIS HERE
LOLX!!! 13 is my register number
eh 14 is.... i shant' say =P coz i think it's best kept between out class
=D
ooo wells much had been said and people if y'all are free and have nothing to do
please do not link ya webbie to amanda's blog or i promise you
you will have nightmares for 3 nights =D
HEH!!
joking joking =P

2007-09-05T21:43:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAA YES
weyjian's getting lazy
x) ooo who cares? it's HOLIDAYS!!
=D
anyway mr hamdan really rocks my smelly socks
his lessons were like totally !%#$^&*()
not as in bad just lame and really slack
anyway teachers' day was a dang
nothing much coz we were all promptly dressed
our mood wasn't much on what mr poh's never ending saga of trigo
but what the gals and the guys that trooped past our class in packs dressed
mr chua was funny with his dunman uniform
and bloody hell if mr ben tan was to sit in 3H
i swear he looks like a china scholar
x)
okies kies last day of school was worse
we made ze hou hate spongebob for the rest of his life
WHAHAHAHAHA!!
=D hols are really horrible coz SOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY DAYS HAFTA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!
=X
last saturday went to watch concert
the noah's ark was EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
yihao was damn mean and i promise never to sit beside him during concerts anymore
=P
sunday was musart at botanical garden
yingzhi's mental i tell you!!
BUT GUESS WHAT!! I LOVE THE COCA COLA MAT!!
=D
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! louis came and we went cineleisure to eat pasta
oooo i just found out
when we were there, there was a gunman on the loose!!
not say gunman but someone from NS armed with a rifle
kinda scary eh but it's all over now
monday went back to paint
tuesday went back for band and to paint
today went back to have sectionals and paint
tmr same thing
>.< my eyes are seeing everything yellow and blue now
okies kies
I REALLY NEEDA GO OUT SOON!!
SOMEONE PLEASE!!
SOS SOS SOS SOS!!

2007-08-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

PHWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
what a week i had
=X okies i'm gonna type all my sentences
WITH PROPER GRAMMAR LUH!!
=X stoopid situational writing
good good good
16/30!? GOOD!? =X
recap recap recap
erms monday nothing much
except for pe mr chai left us halfway
so our pe was cut short
=X
tuesday was boring as usual
i love sister's act coz it's hilarious and very entertaining
especially the parts when the choir sang
MAN!! i think jon and go join them
x)
wednesday... eh not that i can remember so i guess it's nothing much either
=D HEH!!!
oooooo!! lab was it!? ooo yea
we disectted hearts and kidneys for bio
it's was bloody and kinda smelly
especially the kidneys, which smell uncannily like the toilet on our level
=X
jon and edmund had fun playing with the heart
sticking their fingers through the pipes and stuff
while haonan was acting hercules over at the gals table
=X
PSSSSSST!! HE WAS SCARED TOO!!
>.< HEH!!!
anyway thursday
went to tampines after school
had lotsa fun and took lotsa and lotsa pictures =D
friday had band as usual
band band band
farewell's looming near so i guess we have to start now
yesterday was fun
did the photoshoot for prom kings and queens
THANKS ZHUTING!!
THANKS PROM KINGS AND QUEENS!!
=D
went out with felicia and vanessa to bugis
AWWWWWWWWWW DUN CRY VANESSA!!
=P
shpped inside this emo shop for 2 HOURS?!
YA KNOW HOW LONG THAT IS?!
that shop was kinda small and stuffy
anyway THEY bought alot of stuff
=X
felicia surprized me when she said she plays jurassic park and house of dead 2
i mean like yea
i was WOAH!! by her
it was really funny though
SHE AND HER AHEMS!!! =P
ooo wells
sum it up
i'm stinking badly from today's praying
the smell of inscence =X
I NEEDA SOAK MYSELF IN PERFUME FOR AT LEAST AN HOUR!!
=X
HEAR HEAR HAONAN!!
=P WHAHAHAHAAHA!! JKJK x)

2007-08-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
=D
alrighty
yesterday was 8 AUGUST!!
HEH!! we hadta reach school at 6
which was super early, and i was feeling very bad
thought i lost my wallet and lotsa stuff
it was bad
then it got better
mrs lam's nasi lemak was nice
HEH!! x) anyway the parade was fun
thought sitting under the scorching hot sun with our blazers
made us feel like how polar bears suffered when they are
out of antartica
slacked and slacked inside band room
very sorry to miaoqian and juwell
coz i pangseh-ed y'all
=X SO SORRY!!!
so went to tamp with band
everywhere was so crowded, with a sea of red and white
ate and went to catch rush hour 3
oooo before that
i gave calvin his marvellous pillow
and mag's stickers
HEH!! y'all are most welcome!!
=D
HEH!!! rush hour is super duper uber ultra hilarious
we laughed so hard our stomach ached
i love the chemistry between chen long and chris tucker
damn hilarious
=D I WANNA WATCH AGAIN!!
=D
anyway today was such a patriotic day
wanzhen, vannesa and me went to starbucks to do ss project
HOW COINCIDENTAL!!
>.<
HEH!! nothing much
so there goes my national day
tmr's intiation camp
so looking forward to it
=D
TAKECARE PEOPLE!!
OOOO ONE MORE!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN!!!
=D

2007-08-05T23:51:00.000-07:00

curse the skipping rope i bought from pasar malam
so short =X
anyway i'm jumping without it
alrighty
back to school
2.4 was dang
though i felt i did reasonably well
except for the part where i fell onto the grass
after the whole think i had a feeling of
1000 knives poking into my stomach
=X
went to eat macs with yihao, xuanhao and yongquan
lalas~~
at night had a performance at fengshan cc
i was disappointed
coz it's like we practise hard
yet we went there we were treated like music played at minimum
over the stereo during lunch time
it's was disappointing luh
=X
today was philharmonic winds youth band's concert
rather nice
noah's ark was eh... shant say
=X we know how it felt like
anyway the drumset concerto was very cool
refreshing to hear something suave

wells there are only 2 days of school next week
HOORAY COZ IT'S NO DOC BOON'S DAY!!!
=D
ooo speaking of our dearest doc boon
she was bouncing her way through the line of students
that formed by the side of the track during 2.4
and of course as dearest students of her's
we applauded for her
>.< the sight was damn funny
anyway ndp's coming
after ndp maybe, we will continue with farewell luh
ooo wells
not much time left so we've gotta push on
=D
tatas!!

2007-08-02T22:34:00.000-07:00

weyjian ain't gonna be your nanny anymore
i've given in to y'all luh
and i've advised y'all
given much liberty
so i really hope y'all would cooperate
it isn't very hard yea
thanks alot
=D

this lousy feeling the whole week
=X

2007-07-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

heya!!
=D and weyjian's back
after a long and eventful week
council investiture was a blast
everyone had so much fun, never had so much fun
our term in council has started in the best way possible
=D
beaten and worned out
we slumped onto the couches inside council room
i swear, ben's snoring was so loud
>.< anyway back to band
ndp and the upcoming mini concert
at fengshan cc coming saturday
1720 hour to 1750 hour
>.< COME SUPPORT US!!! =D
HEH!!!
busy busy busy so many things on and yet so little time
oooo yea!! class showcase's gonna be soon
anyway
mdm sim ain't gonna be pleased with us after what happened today
haiizz....
okies i'm gonna post a damn corny pic =D

your lips are so sweet
yet when i touched them
i felt uncertainty
of which i thought was long gone
it's just weird
a weird, unexplanable feeling...

2007-07-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

firsty
i wannna say this
very very sorry to everyone out there
this whole week has been really rough
and yea i was very affected and such
to 3L
very sorry guys
the kolam thing and all
it was very rushy and yea i got angry on many occasions
didn mean it but yea...
very sorry!!
to graci
darlin i was just angry coz i was hungry and needed something badly to eat
=X i guess it's because of all the things that accumilated
that's why i was really agitated and such
i didn mean it too
so sorry!!
to reuben,
dude i guess it was your bag, yea i was just being plain asshole
loser kid who cannot grow up
=X so sorry yea!!
MI*O*I*N LOVES YOU!! =P
HEH!!!

okies that's about it for this week
really bad bad week
ooo wait!!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR TAGGING!!
=D HEH!!! weyjian loves y'all
=D

2007-07-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

hey yo people!!
=D the sun is down and weyjian's up
and he's blogging again!!
LOLX!! okies that's damn twit
anyway
racial harmony was kinda cheezy
mr chua was possessed by vishnu or something
mr yeow was the funniest
OOO WAIT WE FORGET MRS MOHAN!!
x)
HEH!!!
today's dance fusion was funny
the sec 1s and 2s were really great
bananaberry was great
HEH!!! okies i'm back to doing proposals again
and dancing
quite some stuff to be completed
not naming miss cranky poh's bio papers
reuben, jo, miaoqian and i were talking about teachers
man peng zhi lao shi's really a damn funny teacher
i swear i was gonna have fits then when jo told
about the peng peng give green form thing
>.<
funny!!
MOONWALKING!!
COOL YO!!
=D

2007-07-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

o man one week passed so fast

yesterday night, tenghui, inggrid and me went to the airport

to send our uk friends off

the whole week has been amazing for us

i feel very blessed being able to meet them

make friends with them and take them around singapore

it has really been an amazing experience

on youth day

we were all still very unsure if we wanted to take up the role as being a host

but now

that question has long been gone

i never regretted playing host to them

getting to know them was a life changing experience

from little india where i watched sarah and james haggering

or what we call bargaining here

to the little break at marina's starbucks

from taking them to the library and around the school

to the chem lesson where james and sarah did a presentation

from the night safari trip

and meeting them at bugis yesterday afternoon

and finally the send off at the airport

it has been wonderful

words can only express that much

bloody blogger has got a thing against me

so i cannot upload pics

=X BLEAHS!!

i will never forget this experience

to james:

thanks for the week here in singapore!!

it has really been amazing to know you and may god bless you

takecare!!

to sarah:

thanks for the week in singapore!!

it has been amazing for me too, getting know you

god bless you

takecare!! =D

YEA BLOGGER IS WORKING!!

=D so i shall post another pic for everyone

CHARLIE AND

SPASTICATED STUPID KID!!

2007-07-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

i dunno how
but if it continues, i'm gonna do a miss poh soon
=X
gems presentation, chinese test tmr
social studies file,
2 proposals and sectionals
>.< soooooooooo many things this week
VERY HECTIC!! SO I GUESS I'M TAKEN UP ALREADY!?
=X ooo wells hang in there and it will all be fine
=D
i needa sleep early these few days
so many things needa be done
so little time,
i think i'm gonna go on a hiatus soon
SOON!! =D
OOOO WAIT!!! I STILL HAVE AMATHS HOMEWORK!!
what the freakin hell!?
>.<

2007-06-30T23:41:00.000-07:00

i tell you
miss poh's getting crankier at the day
she's suffering from PMS
POST MARRAIGE SYNDROM
=X
HEH!!
the retainers inside my mouth's affecting my speech
i say BE-SH-T
i say AS-SH-OLE
=X
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!
x) anyway went to school today
helped jo and rne do their ice cream stall
it's was fun
and jo's talented =D
HEH!!! she loves yam for a reason
and yam milk tea's just corny!!
=X
went to starbucks to meet shiling, van and socks
saw andrew too x)
HEH!!! WE ARE CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY PEOPLE!!
=D
HEH!!! we were all so crazy and psyched up
for a reason
sock and i thought COFFEE BEAN WAS GONNA DAO!!
>.<
okies we were all crazy people people people!!
=D
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
yunleng was playing tank and it was damn funny
x)
pink guy with emo tie on parapara
=P HEH!!! he's just cheezy!!!
oooo something else
metro was so crowded today with kiasu singaporeans like us
the doors had to be shut
>.< wow one day before gst rise and singaporeans
at their best!! =D
HEH!!

2007-06-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

miss poh's cranky today
and it sucks bollzz
i'm gonna have a demerit point i guess
WHAT A WAY WEYJIAN!!
=X
first day of school and TADA!!
anyway today was cranky too
after miss poh's lecture
i sorta chiong for everything
guess i wasn putting enough for bio
ooo wells
bad start to eveything
=X
takecare chenyin, mag and calvin
GOODLUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS!!
=D

2007-06-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

it's so fast
in an blink of an eye, the june hols is ending
=X MAN I MISSED THOSE DAYS!!!
WHEN I CAN WAKE UP SO LATE AND PEACEFULLY IN THE MORNING
AND NOT WORRY ABOUT HOMEWORK!!
=X
guess those days are over...
i dunno
some many things happened,
band day and all those things
i've changed and i'm very scared now
i guess i have to find my way
it's getting hard, and i know it's gonna get harder
but i needa strive on
maybe i will wake someday
changed and be ready to take on this new path laid before me
i'm just not ready
and i need time

2007-06-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

okies amanda just tagged
so i hafta blog about this!!
>.< HEH!! I'M GONNA PASS IT ON!!

"According to the rules of the theme:People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog."
okies this is CHEEZY!!!
>.<
THANKS AMANDA
1==> i use to keep the skin of my big toe around my study table =X HEH!! coz once they dry up it becomes very hard and crunchy?! x) then i will go put under microscope to observe the cell structure. HA!! MISS POH!! EVIDENCE THAT I SHOULD NOT BE DOWN FOR BIO REMEDIAL!! HEH!! jkjk!! x)

2==> i hate coloured underwears, especially those my mama bought for me =X HEH!! i love black and grey ones more x) but ooo wells, it's hidden underneath, not like anyone would go and see =D HEH!!!

3==> i love ties and black nails alot?! IS THAT COUNTED?! HEH!! =D i want more ties, i've got two now =D HEH!! a red and black checkered one and a black and white stripes one. ooo and something else peeps reading this should note, black nails are not GAY!!! =X HEH!!!

4==> i love to splurge my money on food, food and more food =D it's kinda ironical, coz i never get fat =D HEH!!! JAVA CHIP ICE BLEND!! my favourite drink now =D and darlins' it costs 7 bucks each >.<

5==> i love walking bare footed in the rain, as in anywhere, as long as it is raining =D i used to walk down simpang bare footed to buy food for camp =D it's kinda sick once water enters your shoe, makes you feel like ya got the yangtze underneath your feet =X AND THE SMELL AFTER YOU TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES I TELL YOU CAN MAKE THE STATUE OF LIBERTY TAKE TO HER HEELS TO IRELAND ARGH!!

6==> i have sudden urges to go play pokemon coz i dunnno, one day kiayong might just ask me to battle with him!! =D HEH!! HEY MY EXEGGCUTE IS PRO OKIES!! >.<

7==> 7 and the last!! YEA!! =D i will get touched and cry sometimes when people appluase or give standing ovations =P i think that's a sign to show that someone has done something great and people are reckonizing it, so yup!! EMO NEMO!! =D

YEAYEA!! I'M DONE!!!
NOW THE 7 PEOPLE!!
LOUIS!!!
JIAHUI!!
TERI!!!
YONGQUAN!!!
CHERINE!!
SEEMUI!!
OKIES THIS IS RANDOM
MEIXUAN!!
=D HEH!!!
weyjian's evil!!
=D

2007-06-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

SANTA MARIA!!!
shuyi posted a OMG-SO-CHEEZY vid of me
speaking after sucking in helium >.<
HEH!!!
I SOUND CUCKOO!!!
=X
HEH!!!
ikea was fun, but the standing in the rain wasn
stoopid uncle dun want to stop for us
and i swear i had the yangtze river under my feet
=P
we had a blast in ikea
looking for things for our dream council room
WE ARE RENOVATING!!!
=D
shuyi, miaoqian and juwel are crazy
seesh!! =P the sofas,
the curtains and even the trash cans
OOOO AND WAIT
THE HAMBURGER BUN!!!
=D
to the D
to the E
to the L-I-C-I-O-U-S
=D
yup yup had lotsa fun!!

2007-06-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

firstly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGZHI!!
=D
HEH!!!
i bet you love the purse we gave you
=D takecare gal!!
anyway amanda's and geoffrey's birthday's coming up too
so it's more shopping soon!!
=D
gelato is HOT AND SEXY!!
simply love it!! though i still can figure out some parts
coz the rhythm's kinda tricky
but all thanks to weiting!!
=D
righty titanic's not bad too coz there's this alto solo
i swear my mouth opened so huge
i could stuff 5 fuji apples in >.<
graci's was at exceptional darling today
except for the part when she UNCIVILIZELY spatted on the floor
=X
seesh!!! went to visit eliz today
hospitalized for apendities?
if that's how you spell it
louis and i know it as the disease or symtomp you will get after you jump too much
after your dinner
mama's tales, worth the listen dudes =D
HEH!!!
she's going for operation tmr
wish for her all the best
=D
takecare eliz!!

2007-06-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

what if i told you i'm lost
would you help me find my way?
what if i told you i'm down
would you help me cheer up?
what if i told you you're causing all these
would you just turn away and ignore me

what if i ask you what's wrong
would you tell me honestly what's going on?
what if i ask you whether am i at wrong
would you tell me honestly that i am?
what if i ask you why are doing this
would you know what is it?
would listen to me?

it's so hard for me to let go
but would you know why?

2007-06-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!
msn hates me and i can't sign in
='(
WHAAA HAAAAAAA!!!
i'm bored so i guess i'll go back to my hiatus
and zinc looks great with emo ties
=D
HEH!!!
I'M BORED!!!

2007-06-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

band camp just ended
like woah!!! faster than i expected
quite a few things happened
meiling and i were leaders of group 4
THE MASQUERAD'!!
=D
some cheezy name i cooked up
after we painted our flag in light of the recent POC fever
=P
it was crazy and i think hassan's gonna kill us
for the splotches of paint still on the floor
station games
puked out the stuff i ate
coz it was super disgusting
the starfruit helped alot but the chilli
gosh!! if ever i migrate to the south america
i'll need an endless supply of soya bean milk
t rex was super funny
the games and all were quite okies
i dunno if huyi, vanessa, vivian, vivien, t rex, odelia
vanessa(HA SO MANY VANESSAs AND VIVIANs) and haokai
enjoyed it not
but we had fun yea!!
=D
night games and sleeping
i found super hard to sleep
firstly my lousy sleeping bag which i can swear is made up of THIN plastic
gave up on me and i almost freeze to death
and secondly the floor was rock hard
i guess i was pampered =X
HEH!!!
woke up with a back pain
drills and morning exercise make me swore that
i'll never wake up early on sunday mornings to do exercises
ever again =X
ooooooooooo i wanna thank yingzhi and jervis
for the heroic effort of providing everyone with food!!
=D
HOORAY FOR YINGZHI AND JERVIS!!
=D
night games were okies
quite scary i've gotta say
and it was nice seeing so many alumnis coming back
=D
i wanna thank so many people
aloysius, joel, yihao and all those that helped me with my ankle
huiling for helping us with food
meiling for being a great partner to work with
louis, kiayong, yihao, kenny and jervis
HEH!! =D
yingsi, though i'm still very sorry for my actions
camilla for listening to me
yanhao and yongquan
=D
ooo wells now that it's all over and done
and my ankle's back to it's bachang size
i guess i'll be back to my hibernation and burying under my homework
before my leg heals
and i can troop down orchard road
and hawk theatres
LIKE HOW A PROPER HOLIDAY SHOULD BE!!!
=X

2007-06-01T23:07:00.000-07:00

PHEW!!
haven been blogging lately so yup
here's one
just came back from council selection camp
it was fun on the whole
kinda tiring
and except for the part which i fell from the stairs
and sprained my ankle which left me wailing so loud
i swear even the deaf could hear
=X
night games went pretty well
thanks reuben!!
=D
and of course matthew!! =D
ooo and not forgetting liting
who had to had to help me massage my leg
thanks alot yea liting!!
=D
mattew and i had a blast down the table tennis room stair
it was burning so hot
and matthew had to clad this dress around him
=X
HEH!!!
but we had fun!!
=D
supper and sleeping inside council room was a fun affair
shuyi even did a vid!!
=D
heh!! morning came and we had day games
netbollz court was burning hot again
=X
ended quite well and guess what
WE WERE ON SCHEDULE!!
ALL THANKS TO JIAJIE!! =D
hip hip hooray to jiajie!!
ooo one thing
they say ronald's like me
=P
LOLX!!!
ate xinwang again with my aunties
i can go hibernate for another year at alaska again
went to watch pirates with louis, geoffrey and sk
pretty nice
didn know 3 hours had passed coz i was into the show
play lotsa air hockey
in which me and geoffrey totally owned sk and louis
=P
band camp's round the corner
so that's 3 more days away from home again
ciao!!

2007-05-28T23:52:00.000-07:00

first thing first
ben dun be sad yea
we won't blame you =D
takecare dude!!
went to chung cheng main to attend a leadership course
met them at 85 to have breakfast
took A SUPER DUPER long ride to
chung cheng high
31 went past marine parade
and alighted at FOWIE PRIMARY SCHOOL!!
DAMM CUTE SCHOOL YEA!!
=D
some uncle told us goodman road then turn in
SUPPOSEDLY to see chung cheng
but we scoured the whole estate
ended up following a student
WOAH I TELL YOU THE HOUSES THERE!!
I WANNA LIVE IN MY AFRICAN HOUSE!!
=D
we were splitted in groups
graci elissa and jervis and me
oooo did i mention graci was fuming mad like
this red bull except it doesn have wings to fly
=P
JOEL IS OMG SO CUTE!!
SEEEEEEEEEESH!!! =P
heh!! anyway daphne is nice
and paul with his baba story was kinda cheezy
=P
had a fun day
and GUESS WHAT!!
we going back tmr =P
tatas~~
and there's council selection camp
how sweet
all the huge bags again
=X

2007-05-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

ooo wells haven't been blogging lately
slacking the rest of the school days away
zzZ...
not much things happening lately
stayed at airport until 11 plus to send yanhao and teri off
for their beijing trip
had career fair today
it was kinda a let down
sockling told me the sec 4s were quite bored
so much things to plan during the hols
yet to recieve any homework yet
=D
HEH!!!
another round of career fair tmr
SEESH!!! =X
gonna collect class tee tmr
yea!!
OOOO I FORGOT!!!
the johor trip was fun!!
=D
and our dear haonan was flying around us
so we didn miss him
=P
JKJK!!! x)
the oil palm was oily
and the fruits were weird
well i downed my watermelon, honeydew, mango with ease
left the dragon fruit, starfruit and the slimely fruit in the box
=X
best part of the trip
the bus ride which we spend so much time sleeping
and playing hide and seek with haonan
ooo the lunch
FABULOUS!! =D
SEAFOOD LUNCH!!
neh nehy poo poo
=D

2007-05-16T21:11:00.000-07:00

today was HOT HOT!!
PRACTICALLY!! =D
great playin' doubles with cherine
and shawn
it was loads of fun and though i sweat
so much, it was enough to fill the mississipi river
i enjoyed myself
went for a haircut with reuben
and managed to sneak into tamp's arcade
=D
okies i'm feeling tired
and i'm getting this sick feeling
a part of me is going to break soon
i think is my nose
i'm gonna do a michael jackson soon
=X

aint no one gonna listen to me?

2007-05-15T21:08:00.000-07:00

according to the horoscope information today
pisceans are the most unlucky today
and HELL YEA IT IS!!
=X
seesh!! what a day i had!!
emaths was horrible as usual
nothing much
graph sucks balls coz it wasted 20 precious minutes
i knew i should have done circles instead
=X
ooo man, it's over =D
stoopid zixiang pangseh me
so as serving his punishment, he got locked outside his house
HA!! SERVE YOU RIGHT!! =P
JKJK!! x)
so trooped down to tamp
got pangseh by everyone and my spiderman just fell from
the torch of Liberty,
so everything sucked, my seoul garden
went down the drain
suck ballsss.....
then i found shiling and vivien
man!! THREE PISCEANS?!
WE COULD STAR IN A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS 2
=X
first was the shades
shall not talk about it
but i'm gonna say, ten bucks, a mutilated pair of shades
and a lesson learnt
i love the auntie at the second level of bugis street
she's an angel with halo compared to the devil downstair
WHICH stabbed me with her damn pitchfork
=X
someday i'm gonna go back to bugis again
i eyes could do a Mad-eye Moody
=X
then was the pee in the children's arcade
EWWWWWWWWW!!
it's disgusting luh
fine tmr's olympic
which will end quite late
and boon can go jump off the 5 storey
coz our plans just got screwed
=X

2007-05-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

beautiful liar
=D
it's a HOT HOT HOT!! song!!
heh!! thanks to leeying
i went to play bishi bashi again today
=P
i'm acting as if the papers are over
but it ain't!!
=X
SEEEEEESH!!!
i've gotta go back to studying soon
just went to xinwang just now
ate and ate
man i'm ready to hibernate =D
library was crowded today
so we made do with the floor
ooo wells 2 XXLs in a row
makes me feel like i'm gonna be XXL soon
=X

so when ya see me rottin'
I CALL IT SHOW STOPPIN'
=P
CHEEZY!!!

2007-05-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

okies i give up
stoopid candyman vid
it's NICE!! =X BUT IT BLOCKS UP MY WORDS!!
=X
so i have no choice
but to REMOVE IT!!
='(
HEH!!!
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds
=D
dunno i think that's the lyrics for black black heart
=P
HEH!!! two more to go
i felt my vein poping during elit
anyway 3K teacher was having her period today
super grouchy!!
=X
OOOOOOOOOOOOPS!!

2007-05-08T22:39:00.000-07:00

heys!!
SURPRIZE!!! =P
manage to get the computer
like finally GOSH!!
=X
went to tony's house for the past 2 days
and guess what
i'm a dumb kid!! >.<
well at least that's what tony, chunkit
cherine and felicia call me
geoffrey was bragging his ass of today
how he was the SOCIAL STUDIES GOD!!
=X
oooo that's too bad
OOO GREAT SAINT ONE,
ZIXIANG, LOUIS AND ME ARE NOT WORTHY TO
SPEAK TO YOU!!! =P
heh!!
we were crapping so much at long john's
and stoopid zixiang kept shooting ice
like heys dude!! 15 le leh!!
=X
BANG!! core geog
BANG!! english
BANG!! A MATHS!! =D
BANG!! social studies
a few more to go
well
alot more to go
=X i count myself lucky, no c lit for me tmr
AWWWWWWWW TONY!!!
=P
a maths was screwed
well at least i was in the presence of tony's dad
AT LEAST
=P
if einstein was still around
he would have taken off his white hairs to tony's dad
his brain works 100 times faster
i swear
15 minutes for 10 SUPERB HARD questions?!
=X
man i could take eons!!
and mind you, all his answers ARE correct
mine's equivilant to asking chen shui bian communication
with george bush in english
=X

2007-05-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

man i just watched christina aguilera's candyman on mtv today
it's AWESOME!! =D
heh!!
a break of revising
geesh!! 1 more week?!
=X
HEH!!!
oooo jo's balloon's still hanging in there
=D

2007-05-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

i am such an idiot
surrounding by smart people who make me feel stressed
i guess my brain's just not incline to maths
anyway failing lotsa tests ain't helping
this sucks
i understand something
if you're dumb
ya can't do anything about it
and when i'm angry i'm selfish
ruthless
insensitive
pain-in-the-ass
fucked up asshole
whateva
i regret getting angry but it can't be helped
when ya realize that what have been taught to you one day ago
and you completely forgot about it
best thing
the biggest challenge's 3 days later
i'ld love to ask
but my damn brain just too stoopid to absorb
"orh" "okies" "i know how to do luh"
i wanna say sorry
i'm a fucking asshole when i'm angry

jonCHIA-- sorry i dao-ed then, i wasn in the mood to talk at all
mingli-- sorry i was ap just now, it's how i go about =X i'm an asshole when i'm angry
jiahui-- sorry gal, stoopid maths just makes me irritated
ELIZABETH-- i'm really really sorry yea gal, i just dun like to be "nia" when i'm angry, it irritates me more. i do get violent, when i'm angry. and i'm just scary when i'm pissed. sorry but if it's the first time ya see me like that, then i'm really really sorry to put you in such a bad shock. firstly, i'm just insane when i'm crazy. i say lotsa stuff. without thinking. i just blurt them out. it's my way of venting out my frustration? i dun care. but i know it's my fault. it's all my fault coz i can't control myself.

midyear sucks
when ya hafta memorize 10 chapters for almost each subject
your brain cells die 10 times faster
and yea
stay away from me when i'm angry
little things like jo's balloon to cheer up makes me feel lighter
i dun like people to "nia" me when i'm angry

2007-05-01T22:20:00.000-07:00

heh!! me and amanda has the same skin
=D
labour day turned learning journey
cheezy!! x)
papa took us out to mirama
had di sum buffet for lunch
MAN!! I TELL YOU!! THEY ARE GONNA CAUSE A DECLINE TO THE PRAWN POPULATION FOR ALL THEIR HAR GOWS AND FRIED PRAWN BALLS!!!
=X i ate so much
i could swear i dreamt of the prawns pointing their eight legs
and swearing at me during my evening nap
=X
we were all so full, we walked down all the way to plaza sing
i love singapore that way
serene, quiet, no hustle bustle
somewhere near mirama that area
man!! all the expates living there
the cafes by the singapore river
the restuarant overlooking the river
it's so serene and quite
i swear i could hear the american sitting there sipping his expresso
=X I'M SO JEALOUS!!!
i love my singapore! =D
HEH!! there's this cheezy mall
UE SQUARE MALL
kinda weird place
had this italian restuarant there which was like the most prominent
man!! AND I SAW THE COWS!!!
=D took lotsa pics
pardon me dudes and dudets, i'm a lazy kid
=P
i was eyeing this gold surfer's paradies shoe
at a sales at tangling mall
man!! NO SIZE FITTED MY MAMMOTH LEG!!!
=X BOOS!!
plaza sing was crowded like WOAH!!
all the spiderman fans dressed in red
walked around like for eons
got quite a few books from times
man!! i'm never going to search for books mr eugene ong recommends
they are either hidden somewhere in the shelves
or somewhere buried within the restricted section or whateva
took me ages to find edgar allan poe's
=X
tired and sore
i slept and dreamt of prawns invading my bedroom
and i just read through maths to refresh myself of all the laws
i'ld love to marry mr poh's brain for this mye
man!! remembering the laws are is like reading an encylopedia from the back
i think i'm gonna need a trip to yunnam afer the mye
i just counted two on the computer table
=X
vjc's investiture tmr
no lessons tmr for me
=X MAN!! I CAN'T BARE TO MISS ANYMORE LESSONS!!!
and there's bio tmr
man!! mye's are like coming fast
and i feel troubled
i think a maths might just kill me
=X

2007-04-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

okies this is for mag

SO BE FLATTERED

ooo it's upside down!?

>.<

2007-04-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

had a great day today!!
=D
ooo it started out real bad though
it's kinda depressing
especially at this period of time
i guess i'm not really up to standart yet
i'm really sorry waiwai
shouldn have brought you in with me
=X
damn this is bad
i guess i felt unjusticefied
hadta let heok know anyway
i think he got his way
i dun have much things to say
just our side of the story
anyway, any grade it better than a zero
a passing grade, i think i deserve it, not waiwai
=X
he deserves better
it was my fault

went to tj ta open house
stoopid calvin has yet to tell me what's ta
=X
HEH!! met yongquan and eliz
yea i was kinda sad and down
stoopid oral
thanks yongquan and eliz =D
chenyin cheers me up!! =D
she's GREAT-NESS!!
missed her so much!!
didn get to see much coz i was kinda late
saw soohiang, who changed alot >.<
heh!! saw john, trinda, perle
justina, louise, a few more AH dudes and gals
OOO AND MY SISTER'S CLASSMATE!!!
=D
WHAHAHAHAHA!! red bull gives you wings!!
i drank 3 cans
so that gives me 6 wings!! =D
man i'm drunk on red bull
i'm getting hang over >.<
click went the cameras
took pics with calvin, chenyin and mag
went to marine parade with them
chenyin was tired and went home
agatha? i guess, yupx mag's cousin
so we went marine parade
OOO PLEASE!!! dudes carry umbrellas and tissue papers too yea!!
=D
ate and talked alot
went to shopped for their friend's prezzies
man!! i think topshop's darren's gonna be on a look out for us
if we ever go there again?! =P
calvin's a walking accident
=D
had lotsa fun talking and walking around
went to glen's house
on the way say jon they all at katong
yongquan was in dilenma
=X heh!!
anyway thanks calvin!!
=D i hope i get a second chance
thanks yea!! =D
yongquan went home with calvin
glen's house was under renovation
we were screaming candyman along the way
HEH!! eliz that pok!!
=P saw this american dude walking around in the house
it was messy!! =X
and very stuffy!!
and loaded with jumping spiders which almost
hopped, jumped, leaped, cheetah-dived,
whateva ya call into my bag =X
i'm into piano all of the sudden
chords make me happy?!
=D
heh!! i actually did bio before going home?!
i feel accomplished!! =D
ooo wells studying hard is the only way i can make up
for today's mistake

anyway chatted with graci
i kinda feel like i'm not ready yet
all the band stuff
and all the things that are happening nowadays
i'm just not up to the plate yet
graci's taking tango classes during june
heh!!
i will!! =D
she will be the dude spinning me?!
and i'll be the gal spinning tippy-toe like some
ballarina on conveyor belt
=X

2007-04-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

my 180th post
whaaaa so many posts luh
ooo wells
it's HOT HOT!!!
and shiling
i have nothing to hide from you
i'ld tell you if i have
i've known you for so long luh
i won't
i swear
trust me
you've changed yes, we all have
and we still are
dun worry

2007-04-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

hey S*MA**I*N
sorry if i'm being rude here
please you're just as unreasonable
so pardon me
what's the point
ya don't let us take a rest
school don't let us eat inside the classroom
ya don't let us drink water during your lesson
ya don't let us go toilet
wake ourselves out
what you want us to do?
manage our time well yea right
it's not like we run on feul or anything
we all get tired, even y'all
sleeping early yes, but look
days drag on, even y'all get tired too
so what you suggest?
we can't learn a single in your class coz firstly
we are too tired and there's nothing we can do
secondly, you pick on us
thirdly, you unreasonable
i'm sorry but i want no racial riot

sorry but i'm really angry
please it's not that i'm being rude or something
we got our point too!!
they just don't seem to get it
no SHE dun seem to get it
heys, guess what, i ain't gonna do anything
i'll prove to you that i score for my midyears
=X
okies i'm really very crossed with her
TSK!! spoils my day
okies i'm getting really tired lately
dunno can't seem to concentrate in class
but hey
i dun sleep and drool over the damm paper in your class okies
maybe in miss wong's
but i dun eat sweet to keep myself awake
i ask for permisson to go wash my face
so why ya complaining?

deep purple medly's driving me NUTS!!
=D
it's super duper uber nice
with all the saxes solos
ALTO, TENOR AND EVEN BARITONE?!
=D
MAN OOO MAN!!
graci's addicted to foolsball
TOK!!! TOK!! TOK!!!
heh!!
sorry cornelius, we were asses today
=X
HEH!! and i realized something
the new detention spoils your lunch badly
so i'ld rather be on time tmr then serve detention
45 minutes worth of staring at the wall
and AHEMS AHEMS!! the wall ain't that pretty
so yea
save my lunch!!
=D

2007-04-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

man oo man!!
new haircut
=D
WOOOOOOTZ!!
went out with mama the whole day
went shopping
went for my haircut
it was a fun day
YEA!!
i dun get that mugging feeling?!
heh!! mdm sim's giving us test on tues
ooo wells
today's interview's kinda okies
thanks shuyi!!
=D and oooo graci
i'll be there supporting you all the way yea
=D

2007-04-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

i'm proud to be in AHBAND
i'm proud to be in MR and MRS CHUA'S AHBAND
=D

2007-04-11T22:01:00.000-07:00

it came and it went
like WHOOOOPS!!
=X
yea wells it's all over now
and yes AHBAND got a sliver
10 april 2007
1.06 p.m
SYF 2007'
yupxyupx
=X
the judges are strict somehow
like simon cowell's now complaining on melinda doolittle
x)
HEH!!! yea there alot of tears
yanhao cried
he shocked me
yingzhi cried
she shocked me, aloysius
weiting, ziyun, jo, they all shocked me
i was really devastated seeing them cry
it hit them hard
it did too, but i kinda expected it at first
but after i heard the recording
i was quite flummoxed =X
yupx
i was, for the record
thanks for all those thanks and takecares
from all y'all people
=D
thanks alot!! =D
anyways
i've been a ball to graci
she bought me lovely pink rose
which pricked my hand like the moment i held it
so i reckon i should be nicer to her
and reuben has been great =D
THANKS ALOT BIRD!!
=D
i was pushy on jiahui and jiamin, huiyi, and peixiang they all
i guess it's bcoz of syf
yupx
and holy cow i lost, nah my cam was stolen
=X
again...
GRRRRRRRRRG!!

2007-04-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

ooo mans
2 more days yo!!
heh!! syf's very very near
and very very soon it will be over
YEA!!
AND GO PARTY!! =D
OOOOOO WAIT!!
THERE ARE 4 TESTS THIS AND NEXT WEEK
=.=
tsk!!
man i'm using syf as an excuse for doing homework luh
but i'm a good kid of course
=P
I DID ZE HOU'S ZUO WEN?!
WHAHAHAHA!! =D
finished the banner and such gave me such a huge relieve
thanks to graci!!
i never really did much
most of the job she did it so yupx
PEOPLE THANK GRACI!! =D
HEH!!! i'm really sorry yea darling
we'll be fine!!
=D
ooo raffles city is my new love
coz that place has so much GLAMOROUS stuff!!
=D
and it's a rather classy place filled with ben and jerry's
america's steaks
expensive handbags
blliabong and roxy
moz burger, starbucks and soup spoon
man and lotsa ang mors!! =D
HEH!!
i love raffles city
and i love yongquan's new hair
OOO PLEASE COZ I CHOOSE FOR HIM!?
=P
HEH!!
school tmr
WOOTZ?!
=X

2007-04-07T21:56:00.000-07:00

it's saturday man!!
and i feel like so dead
so worn out luh
i guess hang in there for a few days more
and work hard would be just alright
okies i'm acting like a asshole nowadays
not helping in banner
always so tensed up
and getting myself emo coz i'm tired
freaking balls
=X
i have too many obligations
yes and i feel like i'm tied down to lotsa stuff
it's a blessing though
i get to work with graci
she's like this superwoman working on the banner
when i was never around
=X makes me regret though
i'm blessed, coz she understands
=D
sorry yea darling
too many things
maybe i guess i dun share the same enthusiasm as you do
coz i just have too many things to do
i am sorry
for all those things i couldn have done
thanks alot to you and all the people who helped out
i had fun these few days too
though it's emotionally and physically tiring
thanks to ya guys out there
takecares and yes
AHBAND CAN DO IT!!
SO CAN PUBLICITY!!!
i love you graci!!
=D

2007-04-06T21:43:00.000-07:00

ooo mans syf's coming really soon
and holy manoly
i got a banner to complete by monday
and i have practise tmr at 7
and guess what
i still have a zuo wen
i still owe maths homework
and my body's totally dying =X
i'm sorry if i was stressed out today
but really
i needa chill out
everything's driving me crazy
band pracs and everything
i just really needa chill out and just relax
and really sorry
if i got into anyone's nerve
but yea
please just show me tlc
=P
i just wanna relax

2007-04-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

graci just brings the sunshine to my day
but just as much as bring grey clouds in
=X
eh it sounds emo shits!!
=S WHAHAHAHA!!
i ain't gonna let her bully me again!!
YES ELISSA!!
=D HEH!!!
we were having a ball of time after school
doing proposal
went over to her class
most of the time spent punching up each other
and doodling on the paper
=D
stoopid ze hou was giving us some mo xie
hadta memorize the entire zuo wen
i think three quater of the class was copying
and like icing on cakes
HE ASKED US TO GO HOME TO COMPLETE?!
=X
i($!lp_)_(!&#!$%%^&%=*GA
CHEEBONG!!!
what a way to spend 1 hour worth of lesson man
=X
had agm after that
it was rather enjoyable somehow
wasn as bad as the previous few
elections and such
ooo mans
MATTHEW MOHAN FOR PRES!!!
xP
HEH!! JKJK!!!
xD
6 days 1 hour 54 minutes to syf
and problems are surfacing again
=X this is getting real hard
yo dudes
just put aside all your differences yea
and start working as one
ya might be better
but hey
being better means being more encouraging
and not bossy
i'm not in the status to say so but
if y'all ain't gonna work together
forget about the gwh

2007-04-02T22:13:00.000-07:00

okies
one day i'm so gonna put on loads of weigh
and you shall see graci!!
i'm gonna deal back all those past injuries
ya have dealt on me!!
it's PAYBACK!! =D
HEH!!
she ass, punched me AGAIN today
=X
man!! it hurts okies!!
to be punched by a fat eagle like you =P
WHAHHAHA!!
SO SWEET~~
=D i'm so rooting for elissa to bring cluthes one day to school
HEH!! YA SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN!! =P
ooo wells
nothing much today
we all stink bcoz of pe with jithandra
i dunno how to spell his name yo
=X
HEH!! passed by really slowly for bio
coz ms poh was ranting about digestion again
i was dreaming
=D HEH!!
band and such after school nothing much
ooo co got gold for their syf
WOOTZZ!! kinda stressful for us now too
=X
but anyways CONGRATS YO!!
=D
it's not wrong to aim high yo
so dun condem those who do
but instead encourage them to work harder
anyways matt, zixiang and i were having a blast during sim ah lian's
SATU, TUA, TIGA, UMPAT!!
=D HEH!! we were crapping all the way
mdm sim was acting cute and looking really despo
heh!!
her lessons are fun when we can kp her back
=D
AND I WANNA CHANGE MY PHONE TOO!!
=X MAN EVERYONE'S GETTING NEW PHONES!!
wanzhen and i were crazy during ze hou's lesson again
coz the textbook
there was this guy called yongjian
and wanzhen gave me that kinda look
>.< OOO WELLS!!
man!!
HAO!!! ZHEN HAO!!
HEH!! =D
ooo the person was there again today
AM I NOTICING TOO MUCH?! =X
GOSH!!! BUT MAN I CAN'T LIKE TAKE MY EYES OFF?!
ooo the one also
mingli knows =P
HELP!! HELP!!
mdm sim's famous SOS call
=D

2007-04-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

today's fine
woke up and found myself all cold
kinda reeling from yesterday's ordeal
=X
heh!!! sound so emo >.<
went to pray
mandai's nice
the atmosphere there is good
not a cramp and got this unusual serenity about it
=D and i love those fishes
WHAHAHAHA!!!
=D
i dun wish to think about it
but it's hard
but hey i'm trying yea
so please forgive me
and ooo yes
i love my mama =D
WHEN SHE DOESN NAG AT ME!!
=X

2007-03-31T20:56:00.000-07:00

shit this is just bad
i got a bad week
bad days
everything's so haywired now
my mood and emotions
it's totally screwed
i'm having those kinda thoughts again
and it ani't helping okies shiling
i can't control it =X
okies i think i'm really screwed now
lost my temper for the whole week
tiredness
irritated
whateva excuses luh
i just wanna start anew again
=X
it's just totally not going the right way

2007-03-29T21:55:00.000-07:00

not everything is at it seems yo
kinda like lost it today
i dunno why when i'm tired i get irritated
=X
sorry yo dudes dun come in my way
or else i'll turn violent like the green huge ugly monster
that's invading our cinemas call the hulk
=X
anyways to xuanhao
YOU LOVE SPITTING APPLE AT ME HOR!!
I SPIT HAM TOAST THEN YOU KNOW ARGH!!
=PP
sorry for today yo i was tired
=X and to shiling i was kinda irritated
so sorta ap-ed you
really very sorry

flashback to yesterday
lotsa things to talk about =D
after studied with sheena grace and wanzhen
we were singing so loudy i could see
all the eyes around us were on us yo
=X LISTEN!! I AM ALONE AT THE CROSSROAD!!
=D
then went to simpang with yongquan to meet
CALVIN!! =P
HEH!! AWWW~~ LOOKS WHO'S ALL SHY!! =P
anyways yihao went home that way too
he was kinda being the usual
=P HEH!!
ooo mans calvin's taller than me yo ='(
and yongquan was practically stoning there
WHAAA I TELL YOU ARGH!!
HIS FACE REDDER THAN THE FRESHEST FUJI APPLE I'VE EVER SEEN!?
=P
what's so disappointing yo dude =P
anyways met calvin's friend mag
friendly gal, kinda remind me of someone
=D heh!!
yongquan's SHYSHY!! =P

back to today
nothing much
hoped that the teachers dun come
and it didn happen =X
mans!! i miss yesterday
maths test suxed
coz out of 6 questions only 1 is linear inequality!?
I WANNA COMPLAIN!?
=X
chinese test was as usual
ze hou scammed me
=X sectionals after school
it was fun yo!! =D
shiling and i helped perc =D HEH!!!
stoopid yongquan i ain't gonna let you whack me again
SO UNFAIR LUH!!
HE ALWAYS WHACK ME BUT NOT KIAYONG!?
and mingli' cute
even when she's tired =P
STOOPID JIAHUI!! kick her luh
act cute to me for what!? =P
to do to your LK LUH!! =X
heh!!!
tired and worn out
but who cares
TMR'S FRIDAY!! WEEKENDS COMING SOON! =D
tatas~~

2007-03-27T21:08:00.000-07:00

love more, loved more
i think it's time i should tone down more
what i do
seem to be too overboard
i guess sometimes it's best to be more quieter
coz ya never know
some people may not like it
it's life i reckon, people hate you people like you

i guess i maybe different
but i don't wanna be treated differently
i still need the same much of care and love
y'all show to other people
i don't wanna be treated differently due to my status
or because of my social life
sometimes the most comforting words
are from the mouth of those who i really trust and love
i just don't wanna be like the one
of the giving end and never on the receiving end
it's hard
sometimes those ya really treasure the most does that
i don't wish to be treated that way
perhaps it's me
guess it's up to me to change..

2007-03-25T01:19:00.000-07:00

for the record
i ain't going to the more explicit part yet
today was a busy busy day
woke up early for band
ooo wells at least it started at 9
=D
ooo mr imarah is fuuny yo!!
=D i love the way he tuitor us
huiling notices that he always wear jersey
and jeans which are like too long for him
=P HEH!! JKJK!!
ooo wells there was this stoopid bee
SWOOPED PASS MY HEAD IN AIRCON HALL!?
=X WHAAAA I TELL YOU ARGH FREAKED THE SHITS OUT OF ME
=XX i have a thing against bees
after prac went to watch movie
i shall not get to the part yet
stomp the yard is nice
somehow it's kinda like step up with drumline
it's kinda cool but i think the dancing ain't really awesome
storyline's GREAT!! =DD
heh!! rushed home
almost got knocked down by a car
then went for sso concert
stoopid mingli =DD
funny gal she!! WHAHAHAHA!!
the concert was great
got people shouted BRAVO leh!!
=D IF OUR CONCERT SOMEONE SHOUTED BRAVO!!
=X oo wells
too bad they didn have saxophone
the cello and violin 32 minutes solo was funny
we were discussing if the lady shaved
or if the guy's "wig" gonna fall off if he continues swinging
x)
WHAHAHAHA!!
went to starbucks with those crazy people
mingli, eliz, yongquan, jingyi, debra
ada came and joined us for a while
we were making such a din inside coz we were frantically trying to take pics
then litterd the whole table with muffin crumbs
and cheeze cake
KOPE AND KOPE!! TSKTSKTSK!! =PP
HEH!!! me and debra were playing with our drink
NUTMEG, CHOCO POWDER, CINNAMON, VANILLA POWDER
BROWN SUGAR, WHITE SUGAR, SYRUP, 2% MILK!?!?!
it tasted still as nice!?
WHAHAHAHA!! =DD
we were CRAZY!! =PP
oooo wells
so sorry calvin
stoopid gaypok yongquan backed out at the last moment
I PROMISE I WILL HELP YOU TAKE CARE OF HIM
=P heh!!
ooo wells...

2007-03-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

man!! so many people to thank
second day following my birthday
THANKS JO FOR THE GUNDAM!! =D
THANKS LOUIS, SHILING, WEITING, MAVIS
FOR THE PRETTIFUL CARDS!!
=D
third day after that
THANKS GRACE, LEONGYING, BAOCHUAN
GERMAINE AND CHINYEE FOR THE SWEETS!!
=D
THANKS HUILING AND FIONA
FOR THE BOOK!! LOVE IT YO!!! =D
THANKS ZHIQI FOR THE FINAL FANTASY
HANDCHAIN!! =D
THANKS TERI FOR THE MSG!! =D
heh!!
so many many many people i wanna thank
and jiamin
LOVELY SPEEDO WATER BOTTLE?! =PP
HEH!! thanks yea gal!!
thanks everyone!!
biology's spa was cheebong =X
jon reckons we gonna fail together
=X
ooo wells
nothing much
ze hou came today what a dang!! =X
so much things today
bees were invading our properties
SLEEPING ON MY TABLE!! =X
anyways miss wong gives me nightmares
and sorry haonan
=XX hadta say that coz i think i'm being super mean
ooo wells
so sorry yo dude!!
and sheena
NO DEAL UNLESS YA GET YOUR Y TO STOP IT FIRST!!
=PP
HEH!!!

2007-03-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

from right to left:

BACK ROW

RECHELLE's white water bottle, YINGSI and SOCKLING's mushroom, WANZHEN's magnet, MINGLI and JIAHUI's recorder and green file, GLEN's billabong cap and cat cat notepad, SHILING's spongebobsquare pants boxers and voice recording pig

FRONT ROW

LOUIS' handphone pouch, GINA's rose, JIAMIN's prezzie, ELIZABETH's gothic belt

NOT IN THE PICTURE

GRACI's wonky bar and jelly beans, CHERINE's famous amos, WEYJIAN's face which got cake smashed all over 6 TIMES!! =D

HEH!! ooo wait i haven forgotten

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!! <33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIQI!! =DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORRINE!! =DD

IT'S OUR DAY TODAY!!!

thanks everyone for all your prezzies!! =D

i really appreciate it very very much!!

THANKS FOR THE CAKE!!! thanks jo, shuyi, eugenia,

graci, ben, elissa, miaoqian, reuben, juwell =DD

gosh!! MANY PIMPLES ARE GONNA POP ON MY FACE!!

=PP

man!! thanks for the cake too!! LOUIS, ZIYUN, SHILING, WEITING

YIHAO, KENNY, VANESSA, KIAYONG

all well wishes and prezzies!! =DD man!!

chenyin came back too!! =D gosh i miss her like crazy!!

it's a happy day for me

and man i feel like the luckiest person on earth

coz i got y'all great dudes out there!! =D

thanks a million!!

AND WEYJIAN AIN'T DOING HOMEWORK TONIGHT!!!

=DD HEH!!!

2007-03-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

O GOSH!! FINALLY!!!
I CAN POST AND GO ONLINE!!
stoopid modem didn wanna come
cannot do anything about it
=XX
RAAAAAAAAAAAARR!!
ooo wells!!!
reply to all y'all darlings' tags
=D
thanks y'all dudes!!
heh!! weyjian thank y'all from the bottom of the heart
=D STOOPID COM GAVE UP ON ME!!
ooo wells
next post yo
moving on...
ONCE AGAIN
THANKS DUDES FOR TAGGING!!
=D

2007-03-11T10:43:00.000-07:00

firstly to shiling
dun be emo le yea? =D
dun needa thank me de
all of us are in this together yea
=D
hehex!! yesterday was lotsa fun
went to tamp with louis, yihao, kiayong, cherine,
ziyun, weiting, yunleng and rechelle
went to eat and such
then shiling came along
hehex!! we all went to take neos
WHAAAA!! FREAKING LONG SIA
they decorate it like @&#^GASAO&&%#!(#)$$^&!#
anyways we all looked horribly cute
HEH!!! louis eyes were like freaking tiny
and yihao's looks awfully like spirited away
the gal =PP
cherine had this super huge eyes
made her look like the hamster i saw at pet lagoon
a few months ago
MAO MAO or something de x)
then we celebrated shiling's birthday
heh!! we got ce hua one okies
=DD
OOOO I ALMOST FORGOT!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERVIS!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILING!!
oooo wells
went for dinner with my aunties
GOSH MY STOMACH'S GONNA EXPLODE!?
allow me
first we went marine parade and i ate a 2 40 chicken steak
then i shared 10 cheese sausages with my sis
then we went to katong to eat xin wang
wan tan mee
butter bread
mango ice kachang
then went over to the next shop
and had
HAGGEN DAZS CHOCO FONDUE!!!
DUDES!! DUN BE JEALOUS YO!!
heh!! JKJK!! =DD
GOSH!!! MY STOMACH WAS EXPLODING!?
=XX
heh!! haggen dazs has cute waiters
=D
i was trying to take his picture but ooo wells
what a fred!! =X
HEH!! took bus and went home
today GO EAT AGAIN!! =XX
ding tai fung with my parents and sister
bishi bashi makes my eyes go #^$%^*!$!$
NO MORE ARCADE GAMES NOW!!
BACK TO HOMEWORK!!!
='((
GOSH MY HOLS!!!

2007-03-08T17:03:00.000-08:00

i'm really tired nowadays
sleeping early dun seem to help either
so ooo wells =XX
chem and a maths test
i dunno, my confidence is dropping and dropping
=XX
a maths' killing me!!! OOOO GOSH!!
i guess i the nobody
i dunno what is happening again
everything is not going right again
=X
11 days in and all these things happen again
ooo wells i needa think it over
sorry graci
sorry reuben
so hard to get through these days
it's bringing me down
gosh!!! AND WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MARCH HOLS!?!?
A MATHS GET TOGETHER SESSION!?
BIOLOGY MAKEUP!?
gosh!! and there's band too!!
NONO!!
><'' ><'' ><'' ><'' ><'' ><''
haonan got angry today and punch jem's ear
freaking scary and the sound was really sick
like something breaking and cracking
=S it's really scary
weyjian got a thing against ap faces =P
although i do when i'm tired =X
heh!! i shall try not to from today onwards
OOO AND PLEASE SOME KIND SOUL
WAKE ME UP FOR RECESS IF I EVER DOSE OF
DURING CHEM LESSONS YEA!!!
=X
I DUN WANNA BE 5 MINUTES LATE AGAIN!!
=P

2007-03-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

heh!! I WANNA GO JOIN LION DANCE!!!
=DD today go pray
saw lion dance performance
still got wu long
SUPER DUPER NICE!!!
=DD
and all the members all young and very cute
HEH!!!
freaking nice luh can!!
people give them whaaaa super lotsa angbaos sia!!!
=XX
GRRRRRG!!
ooo wells
went back to school yesterday
actually got cip but changed
ooo wells tuitor came
he didn look like he could play but we learnt much from him
=DD
did pub and such
I AM IN LOVE WITH GRACI'S MAMA!!
WHAHAHAHAHA!!! =DD and her dad yo
CHECK IT OUT!!!
=PP
heh!! tmr's test again
BOOS!!! =(( ooo wells
go study people!!
ciao!!

2007-02-25T22:51:00.000-08:00

it's all over now
we all can take a break le
finally
5 days of sleepless nights
and early mornings
and midnight mahjong,
yuan bao folding contest =D
peanut war
frozen aqauase
BRIDG-ing the generation gap =D
wearing shades when washing the mahjong tiles
many many many many more
it's all over now
phew.... =D
but it was really fun these few days though really tiring
i think it brought us all together tighter
went to crematorium today
it was like those tv dramas ya watch on channel 8
it's really scary
the silence there and tranquility is nerve wrecking
=XX
ooo i forgot about the macs today
weihua gorgor bought so much
we ate like !#!^%$!$!
and the peanut war we had today
CRAZY YO!!!
i'm having freaking constipation now =X
GOSH!!! =D
goodbye grandpa
i love you
sleep yo!! I NEED SLEEP!!
MY OH MY LOOK AT THOSE EYEBAGS!!!
=X

2007-02-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

goodbye
i love you grandpa
<33
yea it's another emotional ride for me
shan't say to much about it
thanks cuifen jie =D
millions of thanks going out to you
god bless you!!
thanks ben, shuyi, graci, mingli, eliz and glen
=D thanks for all!!
i dunno why i feel this way
maybe i wasn really a good grandson
i missed his " byebye"
i missed him always calling me " ah boy"
but all that can never come back

i wanna thank yingsi, shuhan, sockling
huiling, mianmian,
vanessa, junhan,
eddie, liting, for being such supportive seniors to me
=D
a huge thanks to all y'all!!
i think i've learnt something through this
never regret what you did or didn do in life
yea =D
and one thing
school's really #!$!^%&*$! nowadays
2 years in 2K made me realized i'm actually a real slacker
my maths didn hand up
i didn complete the last paragraph of my zuo wen( OOOO WELLS xP )
i didn post my second post on the bio blog
i got 15 out of 30 for chem
and i was late for school
i really feel like dropping amaths if i can
i'ld rather study in depth music if i am given the chance
one thing why i still continue to study maths is that
i dun wanna sit on my couch
a peanut in my hand
an earbud in my left ear
and drool flowing out of my mouth watching the tv
when i'm 40
glen says maths make you think and doesn make you senile
i agree =D
the only reason why i still wanna continue study maths
ooo wells i really hafta buck up le
or else my grades would just fall
=X

2007-02-20T22:23:00.000-08:00

yeayea!! =D
HAPPY NEW TO Y'ALL!!!
=D past three days have been really fun
ate tuan yuan fan at my house
played hai nan ji fan with my cousins
and qi ni gen wo zhe yang zuo
plays lotsa cards with my aunties and counsins
whahaha!! poor aunt
lost 50 bucks playing in between
and black jack
=P
played poker also
SO FUN!! =D WHAHAHA!!
ang baos are sure
=D HEH!! but this year quite little leh
=X ooo wells doesn really matter
coz someone call JIAMIN RECEIVES LOADS OF ANG BAO?!
=X RAAAAR!!
i reckon her dad's donald trumpth
and her mum's mother teresa or something
=X
GOSH!! 700 ALOT CAN!!! !#%#^!$#!
fine
oooo i almost forgot
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGLI!!
=D
LOVE YA GAL!! =D
alrighty =D
hehex!!! today jo, eugenia, shuyi, miaoqian
elissa, juwell, reuben and ben came over to my house
graci hadta pray
=X
yeayea played played awhile
then went to cineleisure
GOSH!! JUWELL'S SUPER LOUD CAN!!!
somemore got scolded by a paul twohill lookalike
heh!!
went arcade play
i swear to god next time if we ever go arcade
i'll provide free ear muffs
GOSH!!! elissa, miaoqian, juwell and jo
were SCREAMING PLAYING HOUSE OF DEAD 2!?
THE WHOLE ARCADE ECHOED LAH!!
freaking paiseh and funny!? =P
WHAHAHAHA!!
we had lotsa fun though
i hate ben, my nightmare's poke is better than
that sophia of your's
BLEAHS!! =P
HEH!! walked down to taka
bought food up and sat at the stairs to eat
it was fun the whole day
HAPPY!!! =D
HEH!!!
ooo wells tmr going back school
WHAT A DANG!!
=X
needa bring sec 1s back to ynps
ooo gosh no one's going back!? =(
BOOS!!!

2007-02-16T23:00:00.000-08:00

sorry shiling i was abit harsh today
i was irritated
i dun understand why the stoopid school
make today a complusory school day
pur lease it's freaking chinese new year?
WE SHOULD BE GETTING ANG BAOS
AND SLEEPING AT HOME
NOT DOING FREAKING SURDS AND
KILLING OUR BRAIN CELLS ON CHEM FORMULAE
=X
GRRRRG!!
okies today was plain and #!%^#!$
yea i was irritated
shiling i'm so sorry yea
takecares at japan yupx
tmr's chinese new year eve
=D
being alone sometimes help you to cool down
perhaps caring too much ain't good
but be there when someone needs the extra shoulder
shiling
ya have got it all wrong
caring for someone's a virtue
sometimes leaving him and her alone is also a virtue
takecares
=D
ciao!!

2007-02-14T11:00:00.000-08:00

whahaha!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
to y'all people out there
SPREAD THE LOVE!!! =D
ooo wells
today was lotsa receiving and giving
thanks loads to everyone out there
REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! =D
hehex!!
ooo wells i'm happy today
although miss poh's "anecdote" was something
it didn bring me down
whahaha!! guess who was all grouchy today
COZ SHE NO VALENTINE'S!!!
WHAHAHA!! =D grouchy old woman
whahaha!! =D chen ze hou was all loving and oo-so-mushy
x)
spread the love people!!
thanks for all the flowers and prezzies
=D
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

2007-02-08T23:29:00.000-08:00

lalas~~
my room look so bright and greenish now
coz painters came today
gave the whole house a new facelift
it looks cool yo now!! =D
heh!! like some freaking hurricane hit the house
everything is in a mess now
cannot sleep coz bed not in place, aircon cannot on
everything is !#$@#+_!#
but ooo wells it's NICE!! =D
school's getting boring
ooo wells elit test today
i found it easy heh!! =P yea the poem was about a gay relationship
=P mrs rod mentioned it before
ooo thanks junle for the tie pin!! =D
heh!! finally got my CI YU SHOU CE!? =.=
stoopid hou's like forcing every single one of us to buy
dunno how to teach argh!? MUST USE CI YU SHOU CE!? xP
they were fondling with my benko
felicia's TOTALLY AMAZED BY IT!? whahaha!! xD
she's completely physically assulting it the whole day
haohan they all were like GOSH!! HEYS DUN HURT MY BENKO OKIES!!
=X
heh!!
geoffery zixiang and me gonna cut hair together =X
bloody ap king luh, kp shits say dun wanna cut with us
WHAHAHA!! xD
amaths test was alright
no full marks coz i ain't no prc nor do i have cherine's brains
the mock paper was really useful
lucky i listened abit to some of the stuff barney was going through
whahaha!! john was so complaining about it
ooo sad mr lee's last lesson with us
somehow all his lessons we were asking him about gay rights and gay relationships
heh!! =P
he's pretty emo, with all the songs he let us hear
jo was freaking hell laughing at the singer =X
whahahaha!! took pics and such went back to class to do maths
was waiting for barney but he didn came
so me and sheenan decided to leave the last two questions blank
REBEL!! =P like how mingswee raymond and ryan would say
whahaha!! thanks haonan, cherine, sheena and vanessa
i'm a complete loser at maths and i find no point in studying in it
=X REALLY!! eh buy fish argh my dear
"OOOOO I BOUGHT A FISH!! BUT HOW MUCH WOULD IT COST
IF I BOUGHT A FISH WITH A CORN? HOW CHEAPER WOULD IT BE
IF I BOUGHT A CORN AND HAM INSTEAD!?"
i'ld punch the bloody balls of your's luh
=X it's USELESS!!! =X but yea at least it makes you think
so you wouldn be staring blanky at the television
with drool flooding your mouth by the age of 45
went for dental appointment
I SAW AMANDA!! she changed quite abit so couldn recognize her
whahaha!! =D her mama knows me!? heh!! i dunno how she remember leh
doctor lee was asking if she got bf or not
OOO LOOK WHO BECAME A LOVE GURU!?!?
whahaha!! went back to school to help out in pub
the mural borad's under construction
yupxyupx went down for dinner with serene, glen and pearlyna
whahaha! glen was confessing his love for the uncle
at the bubble tea shop and he saw his junior
whahaha!! =D talked talked talked
glen was dao-ed by the taxi driver who drove pass him
despite him waving frantically at him
=P HEH!!
had dinner with pearlyna and serene
talked quite alot
heh!! ALL HAIL CHINA!! ALL HAIL CHINA!!
=D
serene's match tmr, goodlucks!!
jiayous yea!! =D
ooo i'm gonna go for operation tmr
to take out that thing growing in my eye
cannot open properly lah!! =X and it's pain and itchy
sleep soon
ciao!! =D

2007-02-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

posting =D
yesterday had drills with instruments
stoopid sax no neck
=X
dunno who stole it liao
wells it was super long
louis was complaining he was super duper hungry
then after that went airport to eat
omg!! WHOOPER BURGER!!
=D
mervin's a loser lah can!! JKJK!! xP
take all the coupons then go ask for free food
=X
ooo happy belated to louis!! =D happy birthday!!
then at night went for musart concert
OMG!! THEIR ALTO SAX SOLO IS SUPER DUPER NICE!?
=D
and the guy is cute too xP OOOOOPS!!
heh!!

well these few days i've been in dilenma
coz i feel like i've done many things in life
and if i were to go
i would not have any regrets
probably the next minute, next second
i'm gonna enjoy life every minute now
my presence might not be needed
even causing hinderance
yea i am really sorry for always bothering y'all
shiling, jervis
and, i dunno how to say
i think if i leave, your life would be better
coz somehow when i'm around, something is not right
you seem to be more ap?
i dunno why ya dun wanna tell me luh
but i want you to know
you're not affecting me, you're changing me
you've changed my life
perhaps i've become ap-er
i'm really sorry

2007-01-28T16:23:00.000-08:00

replies to me tag
thanks people for tagging profusely!!
=D heh!!
louis-- tsktsktsk!! pat wong's lesson use com huh!? aiyeer
he lesson also dun needa listen de x)
rechelle-- ya takecares too!! =D
sheena-- heysheys gal!! YOU SLEPT TOO!!! =P
chinyee-- WHATEVA LUH!! WHAT COLOUR?! WHITE?! BLACK?! GREEN?! =P
yingsi-- SHHHHS!! DUN SAY HOR JIEJIE!! xP
wanzhen-- heysheys crazy gal!! samantha khoo's LOVE!! =D
glen-- heysheys baobei =D i'm okies yea. ya takecares too yea!! =D
chenyin-- heysheys gal!! =D MISS YA TOO!! TAKECARES TOO YEA!! AI NI WORH!! =D
louis-- WHAHAHA!! ya forgot the oscars!! =P
tabitha-- thanks alot yea gal!! =D takecares too!!
shiling-- WHAT?! YA CHEAT LUH!! heh!!
jervis-- ya takecares too yea!! DUN BE SO EVIL HOR!! search his lockers!! xP

happy is the word today!!
=D

2007-01-27T00:59:00.000-08:00

alrighty
many thanks first for shuhan
thanks for talking to me that time during the talk
thanks a million to yingsi jiejie
for listening to me too
thanks a trillion to tab
for giving me the encouragement and support
it's been really rough these few days for not only me
but lotsa people too
first was the saxophone
yea i dun really wanna talk much about it
i guess i can't do anything now
really sorries to shiling, mingli and jiahui
but thanks alot to y'all too
helping me out and giving me encouragement
then came the council interview which was quite bad and emotional
dun really stress much about it too either
we all were really tired, really tired
glen and i had talked alot
we sorta agreed on somethings that yea
takecares too boy!! =D
it's been an emotional ride for me these few days
and i lost my balls a few time and yea just practically let loose
thanks junhan, stef and most importantly tabitha
she's a very very nice person
and it just touched me so much as to how much she cared for us
thanks gal!! =D
yingsi jiejie yea, really enjoyed talking to you coz you will always listen to me
and i really truely appreciate it
love ya!! =D
today was welcome party
i was late, sorry vanessa!! =X
mtv's pop ten was just too enticing =P
brought all the stuff and bought watermelon
cool yo kenny and kiayong bought worms and PIG'S HEART!!
HEHEX!! =D
for some grosteque mixture they were gonna mix
so yea everything would have been impossible without the help of
one very special person, cuifen jie!! =D
she helped me alot alot alot today and i dunno how to thank her
hey guys
thank this very special person for your healthy stomach today
or y'all would have been spending hours inside the toilets now
yea and thanks to the chinese kitchen auntie
or else y'all would have been starving today
games were fun!!
heh!! NO ONE LISTENED TO ME!! I SAID LOOK FOR ME!!
whahaha!! =D cool yo!! went to look around
came to ziyun's station
whahaha!! firehose are cool yo!!!
helped seemui with her han xin dian bing station
then it was caterpillar
it was cool recalling how 2 years ago we were on the chairs
fighting for the chairs and sweets
and now we are STILL fighting for the chairs
it was lotsa fun
cleaned up the whole place and it took us ages to do so
thanks to the sec 4s for providing us so much help
i really learnt alot about teamwork and unity
dinner was rushing
many things weren't there but we got over it
hoped everyone enjoyed it? whahaha!! wanna thank cherine
for being such a great partner =D
i could swear okies the people down at the private houses
would have complain when we were doing bandship dance
we really screamed and cheered like the moon was gonna crash or something
practically everyone became overnight mute
but we had lotsa fun!!
ooooo i think haokai got a great sense of fashion
COOL YO!! HIGH CUTS!!! =P
oooo gosh!! i just LOVE his high cuts!! =D
more cleaning up after that
me and kenny got this great system going
which practically owned louis' and kiayong's
HEH!!! =P JKJK!! =D
debriefed
packed up and yupx that's about it
thanks to yihao and vanessa, really sorries if we didn cooperated
takecares yihao!!
and yanhao too!! =D
ooo we heard babies crying while walking down
and it came like freaking hell from the house which was under construction
i wasn anything stoopid handphone ringing tone or anything okies
IT WAS FREAKY LAH!!
=X
lotsa fun today
hoped the others enjoyed themselves too!!
GREAT WORK TOO ALL SEC 3S!!
WOOTZ!!

2007-01-23T21:44:00.000-08:00

we had sec 3 meeting today
with the sec 4s
talked to shuhan about quite a few things
found out that yea
we've gotta understand one another more
thanks shuhan
ya dun be too stressed too yea
=D
takecares!! =D
jervis seemed pissed today
dunno why
i should reflect upon myself
i haven't been a good role model like shuhan said
i haven't been listening in class
drawing and dosing off
i haven't been doing my homework
bcoz of some ap person who said he will hurt someone
or destroy something if he gets angry =X
i should buck up
pull up my socks
=X
i shall, no, must change
this shall be a short one
i shall be a changed person tomorrow
no more drawings
back to paying attention
ciao!!

2007-01-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

post post!!
heh!!
can't stand talking now coz my throat's aching
and it's killing me, even yawning is pain
couldn't play the saxophone either
it's killing luh =X
WITH JIAHUI ABLE TO "HUH!?" ME AGAIN!!!
=X
RAAAAAR!!!
lessons were alrighty
miss wong's old age is catching up with her
xD
and madam sim seriously have a thing against my face
LAUGH AT MY BOOK CANNOT ARGH?!
LOLX!! WHAHAHAHAHA!!! 0.o
ooo the wind was so big at the church there
i was hving difficulty to walk xP
HEH!!!
mr chua seemed alright today
rather drama
and his EEE-ORRR EEE-ORRR is back again
" one so sharp "
" one so flat "
"EEE-ORRRR EEE-ORRR!! "
=D
thanks jervis loads for the score
love ya!! =D
OOO I SAW THAT PERSON AGAIN!!!
=D HEH!!
so close yet so far 0.o
haiizzz....
ooo wells jiejie was pissed off today
smiles and cheer up yea
takecares yea!! =D
welcome party's this saturday!! COME PEOPLE!!
=D heh!!
ciao!!

2007-01-20T18:19:00.000-08:00

BLEAHS!! 0.o
recovered from fever i was having a few days ago
haven't really gone but ooo wells
i'm up and healthy heh!! =D
everyone around me is FALLING ILL?!
shiling's have a bad fever and her voice also haven't recover
huiling shang tu xia xie?! =X
jiahui's losing her power to say "HUH?!?!?!"
teri's getting hot
mingli's nose gonna be michael jackson's soon
yanhao's won't be able to pitch his high notes
yongquan sounds like he's gonna cough his livers out
elizabeth's nose's like running tap water
and cherine and weiting are missing in action =X
WHY IS EVERYONE FALLING ILL!!! =X
IZIT BCOZ OF ME?! GOSH!!!! =X WHAT HAVE I DONE!!! =X
i think kenny, louis and jervis they all also showing signs of illness liao
WHY!?
WHY!?
RAAAAAAR!!! oooo and henry's the only survivor?
play with my mouthpiece but never get ill?
maybe coz jiahui helped him eat up all the germs le =X
heh!! SORRIES GAL!!! =(
henry and hongwei came back today
when we were having drills
ooo gosh i was late again
coz i go da bian!? =X GRRRRG!!
fall in awhile later
march until my hands suan can? and my legs like wanna collapsed le =X
there was this HUGE HUGE HUGE!!! bee that flew past me
like inches from my face
and i completely freaked out and jump out of the squad immediately
=X
freaks me out can!! =X LIKE AS LONG AS A KEYBOARD MOUSE?! =X
went to tamp to eat
then played arcade
dunno why stay there so long
dun feel sian diao de =X
gosh my throat's getting worse
i need like lotsa lozenges now
=X
oooo wells weekends again
bloody still got grass zuo wen to do =X RAAAAR!!
ooo i shall confess my love and rivalry against wanzhen for miss samantha khoo('s lesson)
heh!! i love her luh!! her lessons are funny and interesting!!
x)
thanks alot jervis for your scores
takecares yea boy!! =D
oooo STOOPID YONGQUAN!!
so obvious for what?! =XX
BLEAHS!!! 0.o
=P

2007-01-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

OOO GOSH!!! =X
I SAW THAT PERSON TODAY AGAIN!!
I SWEAR I SWEAR!!
WHAAAAA!! SUPER DUPER CUTE LUH!! =X
whahaha!! i was pratically whacking jiahui
when that person walked past =X
GOSH!!! =X so near yet so far luh!!
my heart went from like 60 to 130?! =X
****** makes my heart beat faster luh!! =X
WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
=XX
cannot make it sia!! ****** TOO CUTE LUH!!
=XX
whahaha!! today was rather okies
everyday's the same anyways
went to da bian during common test
dunno why =X
whahaha!! i still dun like gerald's face =X HEHE!! JKJK!! =D
somehow mr ong knows my name
like it was written in the dictionary or something
=X whahaha!! elit lesson was fun
the plums are so sweet, and so delicious =P
HEH!! =D
ben tan says 99% yipeng, kristina and me changing class
somehow for two years we are labelled as sports students luh
heh!! =X so yea school's mistake
really dun wanna change
coz it will be real difficult
but i dunno, let see how everything goes
yea english presentation was funny
especially mingswee's
they are real funny people luh!!
sectionals left halfway coz got dental appointment
yea!! got yellow and red now!!
WOOTZ!! =D
gosh i wanna know ****** LUH!!
shits me!!
i'm a naturally sucker at maths
as proven =X
whahaha!!
ciao!

2007-01-09T22:01:00.000-08:00

first week down and second week just started
ooo gosh why's like everyone so down luh
and tired
ooo wells late nights =D
hehex!! everything's getting fine
dunno somehow everyday just dread coming to school
but yea everything seems fine
hoping band would start soon
and some council stuff to do
coz it's losing the fun le
everyone's going back home so early after school everyday
it's like school's so cold now =X
ooo wells
guess i'll be missing PE lessons for 2 whole years
=X
and can officially confess my love for mr ben tan?! LOLX!! =D
his lessons are like freaking funny and he craps alot
i mean ALOT!! =D
but i love his lessons, he's just a great guy
funny but inspiring =D
ooo wells
shits lah!! what's happening
i'm like on the lookout for that person =X
gosh i saw that person today
i swear that person was looking at me okies!!! =D
whahaha!! GOSH!!! =X okies i sound despo
heh!! but ooo wells that person's really cute
=D
i think i got an eyecandy =D
gosh!!
CRUSH!!!
=P
shits!! HELP ME PLEASE SOMEONE!!!
whahaha!! and oo glen stay happy yea
and dun think of all those things le yea, if ya need someone
to lean on or listen to you
we all will be here
=D
takecares yea baobei!!
ciao!!

2007-01-04T21:50:00.000-08:00

okies two days in
and i thinking i'm doing okies?
=X whahahaha!!
anyways my class is really very fun
but yea i guess i have to interact with them more
it's hard
and it takes time
oooo wells!! =X
going up to sec 3
really miss the canteen
somehow when we were in sec 2K
the canteen's like 20 footsteps away?!
now it's like forever to get there?!
=X 35 minutes not enough luh!!!
freaking hell
queueing's so long already luh
and i'm so tiny beside all those people
=X GRRRRRRG!! thanks dad!! =XX
and stoopad glen say i still look short =X
ooo wells i can't stand beside him in school anymore
=X FOR PARTICULAR REASONS?!
RAAAAAAR!!!
ooo wells
i've been really guai these few days
and i miss band and council already =X
BOOS!!!
hope by next week or something
band resumes!! =D
WOOTZ!!
hehex!! i'm zi high-ing again
went to watch deathnote 2 with ziyun, louis, heizhu, weiting and vanessa
cool show!! abit draggy thought
okies i'm gonna confess my love for L!!! =D
he's got this weird but funny thing about him and i love his eyes!!
mayu too!!! she's only 18?! CAN I KNOW YOU MY HONEY?!
=XX
whahaha!!
gotta go
tmr's school again =X
weekend's coming wootz!! time to go out!!
=D
ciao!!

2007-01-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

omg!! a few more hours and we are going back to school le!!
=X like it's super fast?!
i've not gotten over the hols mood yet but
ooo wells!! what can we do =X
got so much things past few days
new shirts
new bag
and last but not least
A NEW ZEN VISION:M!!!! =D
yeayea!! finally got my own mp3 le!!
=D
did lotsa stuff too!! =D
went to sentosa with band people
to enjoy the last day of 2006
wells you didn regret didn you yongquan =P
ooo wells lotsa fun there
choon cheng was really hiong somehow
and weitheng has a corny habit of hugging captains =P
we had an enjoyable time there
and happy birthday to yanhao and shuhan!!
=D
went to watch night at the museum today with mama
papa wanted to watch curse of the golden flower
so yupx
that show really rocked!! =D
like super duper funny!!
i love the stone statue
" hey dumb dumb, i want gum gum"
" QUIET!! my dumb dumb wants to speak"
really cute and funny!! =D
ooo i haven watch deathnote 2 yet!! =XX
ANYONE?!
whahaha!! =P
tmr school reopening
vanessa just called me
told me i same class as her
=P ooo wells new year, new environment
=P i hope i can manage well in sports class
ciao!!

2006-12-30T23:58:00.000-08:00

just came back from orientation camp
and band concert
it's an unwinding period of time now
everything's gonna start from scratch again
oooo wells
i'm gonna miss all those time i've spent in band and in council
how much fun we had
and how much we had gone through
concert was really very emotional
mr chua's solo really brought it down to me
i never thought such a simple auld lang sine could drive me to tears
but at that moment lotsa memories flooded my head
i couldn have done it without lotsa people's help
shiling,
abd steffi
if it wasn for her i dun think i will be at the concert
i really thought of giving up at that time
she brought me back
even though she wasn in band anymore
i'll promise you okies, i'll learn to balance
and to shiling
thanks for spending time chatting with me when i broke down
i really needed someone to understand me
thanks!! =D
so concert was an emotional ride
orientation was too
pavo really is very bonded and a cluster full of laughter
too bad we will be missing two important people
chenyin and vivian
they are gonna go le
but i'm sure no matter how far we are apart
we are still connected by this bond that we've built
that brought us so close together
thanks for all your effort, chenyin and vivian
we miss y'all!!
another emotional ride
and a whole new one's gonna come soon
2006's ending
2007's coming
i dunno if i'll be able to come with everything
coz some things have already started of in the wrong way
=X
really hope 2007 will be a year
full of joy and laughter
and lotsa of memories i'm gonna bring on with me
for the rest of my life
ciao!

2006-12-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

okies thought i would have a fun day today
but yea it was really disappointing
i think i've been really nice
too nice until people take me for granted
like if i come for band, i'll get ap-ed by people
then dunno it but i feel it
then if i dun come band, still got people ap me
like what am i in the band?
just a nobody?
then why do i come for band pracs?! =XX
and not say i very sensitive or something
but at least a thanks would be nice
yea i know you wouldn't care how i feel
but yea
at least i gave you something bcoz i really treasured our friendship
but not a word of thanks?
=XX
i'm not petty or something but even after you say sorry
your actions just appear to me that you've still got something against me
i dunno why
and i dun need prezzies as apologies
i just hope you could really treasure what you have now
like i dunno, actions speak louder than words
so yea
i'ld rather go for council and such
coz there are people there who really treasure each other
and we have lotsa fun and laughter
i really can forget all my worries with them
but with you somehow just brings me more tears
sorry shiling for the tears today
i really cannot control le
i really needed someone to hear me and know the emotion i'm going through now
just yea
i know y'all care
i really appreciate y'all for that
i really do
but somehow i still feel empty
=XX
tmr's orientation
i shall hafta pick up my feelings and just enjoy myself
with all my pavo baobeis!!
thanks elissa, graci, reuben, jiajie, juwell, miaoqian and glen
love y'all!!

2006-12-25T23:36:00.000-08:00

today's christmas!!
=DD
lots of love going out to all my baobeis
PAVO WOOT!! =DD
all the band people
and all the people in council
especially the sec 2s
and my baobei glen chua =PP
hehex!!
ooo wells
today went shopping with mama and papa
at marina sqaure
lotsa people on the train
marina was crowded too
ate at this hongkong restaurant
really nice food but it was expensive
but ooo wells my papa good mood
so why not?! xPP
bought an overcoat and a shirt
hehex!! =DD
tmr more shopping!!
i'm happy!!
though didn manage to celebrate with friends
but it was fun!!
and all the greetings =DD
love ya all!!
thanks for this christmas!!
ooo someone still owes me prezzie
PAPA SANTA!!
=DD

2006-12-23T23:30:00.000-08:00

i had fun today
wootz!! woke up with this super pouchy eyes
coz i was damm tired =XX
didn sleep much
so went to school for band
abit draggy so i got tired out super fast
and fell asleep in the hall
while waiting for the programme to start
still very tired after that
break got better but was managing a headache
oooo wells jiahui's, yanhao's and mingli's faces cheer me up
xDD
louis's too!! xDD
me and mianmian BASICALLY got so bored that we did some really lame stuff
so BASICALLY we were idealing away
=DD
went home with yongquan baobei
what's with singing in the rain man?!
SO EMO?!
lolx!! xDD
he was acting like some crazy person
oooo wells went to buy some stuff
found really cute benkos that i fell in love with like in seconds
so went to LAVANDER *notice how wenjie says it* =XX
met jo chenyin and reuben
we were feng-ing like !^&*#*$%
LOLX!!!=DD laughing our heads off taking pics luh
with chenyin's phone
we were real spastic
then graci and miaoqian came
went ben and jerry's
we held the sales gal back for so long
lolx!! xDD but she was nice helped us took pics
=DD
then jo took this fireman's helmet and starting playing with it
she's CRAZY?!
POKING THE MAN'S EYES LAH!! xPP
we found really cool masked
wenjie came and we went marina square
had lotsa laughter there too
shall post pic
words not enough sia
love ya guys and gals!!
=DD

chenyin and i digging andy lau's nose at the mrt station =DD

we waited so long for this to show and chenyin finally took it =PP
jo and reuben in the background!! =DD

chenyin katowing to andy lau inside mrt station 0.o
whahaha!! spastic gal!! =DD

graci and jo are crazy over mango sales
so we hadta drag her away from temptation
xDD

at ben and jerry's
licking the snow flake!! =DD

reuben, graci, miaoqian, chenyin me and DARVE VADER JO!!
=DD

photographed with fireman =DD
he so on luh!! xDD jo loves poking his eyes
xDD

a handful of BREAST?! LOLX!! xPP

chenyin tired to imitated the gal
somehow jo looks like she's gonna lick the gal's boobs?!
=XX
LOLX!!! xDD

me and chenyin posing with a babe!! =DD

2006-12-22T22:28:00.000-08:00

okies i'm back from council training camp
i'm really attached to council nowadays
coz everything's coming to an end
but also to a new begining =DD
concert's coming up soon
duuno if i'm up to standart
somehow i feel i'm falling short
like i'm deproving?! =XX
GOSH!!!
really tired these few days
camp had been real tiring coz of all the overnight stay
i've learnt so much from all the time
i spent with my council baobeis
coz they brought so much joy to my life
yea i've learnt that i actually had friends in council
friends who are treasures in my life
training camp was fun because of them
i wish band could be the same too
it's really down
getting scolded
getting reprimanded everytime
i wish for a wonderful and successful concert
we all do
but yea it's just hard when things clash
just at the wrong time =XX
oooo wells we'll get over it
somehow
PAVO ALL THE WAY!!!
PAVO WOOT, PAVO WOOT, PAVO PAVO WOOOOT!!!
=DD
really hope huiwen can get along with her dance
and elissa will be able to do well on 29
and for band to be able to have a wonderful night on 29 too
love y'all baobeis
takecares!!
ciao!!
=D

2006-12-17T21:30:00.000-08:00

had fun today too!! =D
thanks to sk, kahwee and long time no see
zixiang!! =DD
went out to buy stuff for chalet tmr
ooo wells i woke up late
so reached there they bought finished le
=XX i'm real tired okies?!
=PP
so sent zixiang's mum off in the cabbie
with his little brother
oooo and my hair's nicer can!! xPP
he got an ipod nano lah!! =XX
GRRRRG!! my papa where's mine?!
=((
went to tamp and ate
kahwee suggested seoul garden
but we went pastamania instead
sk was funny
and kahwee and zixiang has some underground secret
ooo tabasco causes diabetes
all thanks to great sk
who even made steam came out of the aircon
kahwee went home
so we guys went to play arcade
time crisis was funny
jurassic park was scary with all the dionsaurs pouncing on me
house of dead no better
EWWWWW!! all the blood piak here piak there
=XX
lolx!! i still fancy bishi bashi more xDD
hehex!! went 201 to look for stuff
oongrats to huiying
whahaha!! banner's done
now's my turn le!! =XX RAAAARR!!!
takecares gal!! =DD
went home after that
thanks going out to zixiang and sk and kahwee
2K 06' rox!!
hehex!! tmr's class chalet
ooo wells hope it's fun!!
ciao!!

2006-12-17T00:20:00.000-08:00

i feel like blogging coz I AM HAPPY!!!
lotsa things happened this week
and lots more gonna come weeks after
hope i will be able to take it luh =XX
ooo wells
severals thanks to go out to
firstly God
coz he answered my prayer
thanks a million!! =DD
secondly to louis
for being a real nice and caring friend =DD
love ya!! =DD
these few days have been really fun
all thanks to miaoqian, juwell, jo, shuyi, chenyin, elissa,
tenghui, vivian, ben, graci, reuben and cheryl
for all the time we spent dancing
all the laughter
all the bitchiness
all the really wacky and crazy time we spent together
=DD
really enjoted myself alot
miaoqian, thanks for being so patient with us
and ever so kind and encouraging =DD
ben, thanks for always being such a laugh
WHO'S THE MAN?!
BEN'S THE MAN!! =DD
shuyi, jo, elissa, vivan and graci
all the bitchiness and laughter i had
around y'all, it really made me forget about any worries
love ya babes!! =DD
chenyin and her AH BALL-INGS!! LOLX!! xDD
spastic gal!! =DD
shuyi and that journey we had down to 85
i've really enjoyed it!! =DD
reuben stoopad koper =PP
whahaha!! takecares boy!!
juwell and her full of laughter and crap!!!!
LOLX!!! talking to her and getting to know is
all that i've ever wanted
AI NI WOH!!! =DD
i'm happy
these few days, though it's been really rough
especially with yanhao that lovable but stoopad boy =XX
GRRRRRRG!!! =XX
lolx!! oooo wells christmas' coming
i'm so looking forward to it
xDD
ciao!!

2006-12-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

hehex!! long time never post liao le
so i'm gonna post now
no more emo, pissed, or sad stuffs =DD
i feeling lovey-dovey
christmas' in the air
i'm getting lost in the midst of it =DD
so here's some greetings

iloveAMANDASEE-- heys gal long time haven't seen or talked to you already, ya fine now? hope you are yea =D takecares for the new year and i'll be here for you when ever you need =DD love ya gal!!
iloveCHENYIN-- heys spastic gal!! =DD always full of laughters and fun =DD keep that smile on yea coz we all will miss you when you are gone =(( takecares for the new year in the new environment yea =DD we will miss you gal!! =XX
iloveCHERIETOH-- heys gal!! i haven't forgotten about you yea!! =DD 6H have been the most enjoyable time of my life =DD especially with you guys =DD takecares yea and i will catch up with you guys soon!! =DD
iloveCHERINETEH-- heys gal!! so nice meeting and getting to know you in band coz you are always so on and supportive =DD really enjoyed the time with you =DD takecares for the new year yea!! =DD love ya gal!!
iloveELIZABETHTAN-- you satanic shits!! =DD SANTA NOT SATAN HUR!!! =PP oooo wells got to know you brought laughters to my life =DD thanks for helping me out and such yea. takecares and JIAYOUS WITH AHEM!! =PP love ya gal!!
iloveGEOFFREYNEO-- heysheys BOY!!! LONG TIME NEVER SEE YOU LE!! =DD i really miss you and zixiang, and all those times we've been fooling around in class and getting into deep shit during sun li's lesson =DD ooo wells i have lotsa fun with you guys, and i really missed it!!! =XX hope ya enjoying yourself, and takecares in the new year yea!! love ya boy!! =DD
iloveGINALIM-- heys SAME BIRTHDAY!!! REMEMBER OUR DEAL?! =DD whahahaha ooo wells takecares gal dun tired yourself out with council and st john yea =DD hehex!!! i'll be rooting for you!! SAME BIRTHDAY!!! =DD whahaha!! takecares!!!
iloveGLENCHUA-- omg!!! how do i know you?! =XX whahaha!!! =DD ooo wells got to know you have been a blessing to my life =DD though i hardly hang out with you but i always have so much fun with you =DD thanks SEXYBABE!!! =DD hehex!!! takecares in the new year yea and keep that smile on!! love ya boy!!
iloveGRACIFOO-- BABE!!! =DD whahaha!! WHAT?! WHAHAAHA!! i always have so much fun with you!! =DD all those times we spend goofing and making a fool out of ourselves =DD you brought many joy to my life =DD takecares for the new year yea babe!! love ya!!
iloveHUILING-- heys SL!! =DD whahaha!! keep smiling and keep feng-ing yea?! LOLX!! =DD you are so much fun-er when you are happy and crazy!! =DD dun feel down yea coz the saxies will be there to kang you and we all will be rooting for you!! =DD takecares and god bless you!! love ya!!
iloveJIAHUI-- stoopad girlfriend!! =DD hehex!! just gave you a belated birthday card and said everything in it liao =DD oooo wells takecares yea and make sure next year when you senior le hor, make your junior remember his or her flats or sharps!! =DD HEHEX!! love ya gal!!
iloveJIAJIE-- heysheys BOY!! getting to know you has been really a blessing coz ya always so on and so full of laughter =DD i really enjoyed those times i spent with you doing pub stuff and such. thanks for hearing me out too!! =DD takecares in the new year!! love ya!! =DD
iloveJOEYGOH-- dearest SWEETHEART!! =DD enjoying yourself overseas huh? remember to takecares of yourself yea!! =DD new year's coming and we all got loads of things infront of us =XX must takecares and hang in there yea!! =DD hung the piglet i gave you and i'll be there for you yea!! =DD takecares!! love ya gal!!
iloveJUNLE-- OMG!!! YOU!!! =DD PRESIDENT!!! hehex!!! really nice getting to know you coz i know if i ever need someone to hear me out, or simply just accompany me i can look for you =DD takecares yea and dun feel so stress le!!! =XX we all will hang in there and make council better!! =DD takecares and jiayous!!! love ya!!
iloveKIAYONG-- heys boy!! know you for a long long time le yea!! =DD NEVER CHANGE?! LOLX!! =PP takecares for the new year yea, though we not in the same class anymore =( but 7 years of friendship, i will always remember =DD love ya!!
iloveLOUISLO-- cuckoo pok!! =DD knowing you has been really fun coz you are always so out-going and on!! =DD takecares yea and if ya going to melbourne in years in to come, dun forget about us yea? COZ WE WON'T FORGET YOU!! =DD takecares boy!! love ya!!
iloveMIAOQIAN-- ACTUALLY, I LOVE YOUR CHOCS!! =DD whahaha!! sorry hor always koping your choc!! =XX hehex!! anyways takecares gal and keep that loveable smile on your face yea!! =DD
iloveMICHELLESIM-- heysheys!! getting to know you and working with you has been really fun and enjoyable!! keep that mega-watt smile on and takecares for the new year yea!! =DD you might be away but we all will always remember you!! =DD AND OOO YEA!!! WE HAVEN WHACK YANHAO YET!! =DD
iloveMINGLI-- blur-toot!! sotong ball!!! WHAHAHA!! =DD you are always full of laughters and UGLY FACES!! =PP LOLX!!! getting to know you in band is really a blessing for me coz you always cheer me up xDD takecares gal and keep that spastic smile on!! love ya gal!! =DD
iloveREUBENYAP-- CUCKOO ASS!! =DD thanks for all those times standing to my tempers and such. really sorry =XX i really enjoyed all those times with you, cutting hair, eating pizzahut and doing pub stuffs, i had lotsa fun!! =DD takecares in the new year yea and we all will continue feng-ing in the same class!! =DD love ya boy!! =D
iloveSEEMUI-- hurhur!! YOU AND YOUR SPASTICITY!!! =DD you are also always so many with your spastic reaction and laughter =DD takecares for the new year yea!! =DD
iloveSHILING-- YOU ARGH YOU!!! TSK TSK TSK!! always irk-ing me and bullying me and suan-ing me and lotsa lotsa lotsa stuff to name le lah!! =PP but oooo wells getting to know you has been really great!!! learn to enjoy life and think LESSER!! =DD takecares gal!! GINGERBREAD MAN IS STILL WITH ME!! =PP
iloveSOCKLING-- gal argh!! =DD hehex!!! I LOVE YOUR DIMPLES!!! SO CUTE!! =DD whahaha continue smling cutie and takecares for the coming year. y'all gonna leave us soon but we all will still love you!! =DD
iloveWEITING-- my laopo!! hehex!! I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL LAH!! =XX ooo wells you so evil, ya know what i mean lah hor!! xPP getting to know you has been really fun and enjoyable, especially those times in band =DD takecares for the new year!! love ya gal!!
iloveYANHAO-- you stoopad boy!! =DD i love kicking you ass and bullying you!! COZ YOU ALWAYS BULLY ME!! xPP ooo wells getting to know you has been really great, coz ya always cheer me up when i'm down and ya taught me how to be happy no matter what =DD i wanna dig out your big and beautiful eyes can?! LOLX!! =DD takecares boy!! love ya!! =DD
iloveYINGSI-- my dearest jiejie!! =DD i owe my life to you, without knowing you, i duno how i would have survived all those down and hard times i was facing. thanks a million!! =DD really great to know you, coz i can lean on you and ya will be there for me, hearing me out and making me see and enjoy life more =DD thanks are just now enough. takecares for the next year yea and it will be really heart-wrenching when y'all gonna leave us next year =XX LOVE YA!!!
iloveYONGQUAN-- whahahaa!! you argh you!! =DD dunno where to start also =PP oooo wells you are irreplacable person in my life coz you're someone special to me =DD really sorry for always getting crossed over some stoopad things. hope ya would forgive me =XX really enjoyed all those times with you, going out, simply just slacking around and eating XXL or tako pachi =DD takecares for the new year and sec 2 le yea, jiayous in everything and i will be there if you need me. love ya forever boy!! =DD
iloveZHIXIN-- you GAL!! i haven't return you your nail polish yet!! =XX whahaha!! =DD going out with you has made me cheapo, but happy!! =DD next time sales yea, remember to call me go hor!! xPP ooo wells getting to know you has been really great and i really enjoyed all those times we spent together, with LF =DD takecares in the new year yea, we will miss you alot =( love ya gal!! =DD
iloveZIXIANG-- YOU ANOTHER ONE!! =PP KP ME AND GEOFFREY!! =DD but oooo wells it's really fun and enjoyable all those times i had with you and geoffrey =DD what COMBO?! what BATTLESHIPS?! LOLX!! ALL THOSE LAME YET FUNNY THINGS!! =DD whahaha!! i really miss you guys now!! =XX takecares yea in the new year and i'll be catching up with y'all soon!! love ya boy!! =DD
iloveZIYUN-- heysheys gal!! you are always so funny and cute!! and very spastic too!! LOLX!! =DD getting to know you in band has been really fun, coz you are always full of laughter with your spasticity =DD hehex!!! takecares in the new year yea!! =DD love ya gal!!

okies now to the rest
which i'm so happy i've got to know you
coz you all play a part in making who am i today
=D
-- andrew =D
-- ben =D
-- caleena =D
-- cheryl =D
-- chunkit =D
-- clara =D
-- debra =D
-- eddie =D
-- eugenia =D
-- fionna =D
-- jerome =D
-- jinghan =D
-- jinni =D
-- juwell =D
-- liting =D
-- mavis =D
-- mianmian =D
-- minle =D
-- pamela =D
-- serene =D
-- shuhan =D
-- shuyi =D
-- shangkun =D
-- tabitha =D
-- teri =D
-- tony=D
-- trinda=D
-- vanessa=D
-- wanzhen =D
-- wanling =D
-- waiwai =D
-- yiting =D
-- yulin =D

my happiest post!!
=D
ciao!!

2006-12-08T23:36:00.000-08:00

okies
since you have state your stand
i shall clear the chart for once

i got pissed yes,
super pissed, for a reason
i hate it when people gets pissed off with me
and shows it openly that it is to me only
and with no reasons?
yes i have been reckless
but i would really appreciate it if you would have told me
yeah i know it's hard
especially when you're angry
i'm no better
but i'm will change, i'm trying to change
i hope you can change too
sorry for the hat
coz i get crazy when i'm pissed
you should know
i can do violent things when i'm pissed
yeah so on that part, i'm really sorry
and for crossing the line about the saliva thing
i'm real sorry
i didn't know you took it to heart to deeply
coz i thought you were quite depressed over the sec 3s incident
so i tried to liven up the mood
but yeah, i think i crossed the line
really really sorry
i've should have known your limits

i'm not gonna say anything personal about you
on general
hope you can take what i say as advice
being attitude don't give you a character nor attitude
it just spoils people's impression of you
yeah that's about it
and you might think you are okay with what you are now
but have you taken a step back and see
are there any flaws in you?
are there any points in you that can be improved?
i know i'm not the right person to say this
coz i myself have lots of flaws
but as a bystander, as a close friend
i, not only me, WE see alot
i don't wanna name names
but we all get put off by your attitude and character
how you present youself
how you show yourself
and i wanna clear something
i'm not thinking nor suspecting you're getting close to me
these two years for some reason
you're thinking too much?
both of us know
you've got your personality and some people can take it while some can't
i've got my own personality and some people can take it while some can't
it's the same thing
you are thinking too much
i wasn't
these two years
I WASN'T, ask those that are close around me
have i ever thought that way
you will find out things more than you thought you knew
but it's has always been your personality

really thank you for telling me all those things
i never knew these two years
things that brought me down but made me a better person
things that i never thought would hurt me that much
but i really wanna thank you, for being so straight-forward
so being so frank
and it makes me wonder
am i doing my part as a friend
by keeping things you never knew yet i know
and not telling you
if you really wanna know, we can still talk
i know alot of things
that would break you,
that would hurt you,
but at the end, i really hope you can benefit
and change

2006-12-06T19:24:00.000-08:00

ok i'm gonna get personal here
coz i'm fucked up pissed off
it seems like ya got a thing against me
everything i say
everything i do
ya just got a thing against it
like yeah if ya find me irritating just tell me yeah
like there's no need to act like that
to think that you are so close to me
to think that...
i've really got nothing to say
" JUST JOKING LAH "
this word is so not gonna do
i don't understand why
i don't understand why i've put up against you
maybe i treasure the time i spend with you
but i don't think we are even good friends
you said it, but you don't show it
what's more your actions prove it
it's only towards ME
and no one else
i seriously don't understand
you
and me
why have i been trying to control myself
coz you told me to
why have i always apologize
coz i don't wanna ruin your relationship
but if this what it is
i think i'm just being pure plain stupid
i'm pissed
but i don't wanna show it
i don't wanna blare up
coz i wanna save everything we've been through
but you
it's just you
....

2006-12-05T22:36:00.000-08:00

went out today with my jie
coz she needed to go and buy her winter clothing
coz she going korea?!
JEALOUS!!! =XX I WANNA GO TOO!!
whahaha!! =DD
so woke up
then went marine parade
walked and walked
went pastamania ate lunch
my jie only ate a tiny choc doughnut
where got enough sia!! =XX
ooo she's jealous coz i will never get fat eating so much
=XX HEHEX!!
ooo wells went to marks and spencer and bought biscuits
my jie walked three rounds round all the shelves
found it at the bottom
lolx!! xPP then the cashier was qute
she sang " thank you and come again to marks and spencer!! "
xDD
i'm happy!! =DD
whahahaha then went to buy track pants
UGLY track pants
ooo and my jie told me the exact meaning of FBT
it's FootBall Thailand
LOLX!! =DD coz thailand footballers wear that kinda shorts?!
LOLX!!! went to some shops and see
OMG!! I'M SO FACINATED!!
got this shop got this metal bar
then got studs engraved on it
then when you spin the tiny metal strips will hit the studs
then got sound?! SUPER COOL LAH!!
and it's smaller than a pingpong ball?!
COOL SIA!! =DD
went to buy scoopz
whahaha eat liao wanna da bian =XX
went home and started packing my study table
it looks so clean now =DD
HAPPY!!
and thks jie!! =DD
i'm happy today!!
ciao!!

2006-12-04T22:28:00.000-08:00

lesson on smiling
i've learnt my lesson
tried to hang myself for some reason
=XX it's was choking
coughing and coughing after that
=XX dead is not a good thing
i'm just having a hard time now
i feel like i'm not needed in anyway
ooo wells
since when was i ever important? =XX

drills today
really fun coz we could be squad leader for a while
we all took turn
kiayong then me
then yunleng
then rechelle followed by cherine
then junshu
it was lotsa laughter
i hope i can keep my smile on for a long time
coz i'm really down nowadays

2006-12-03T16:00:00.000-08:00

lotsa things going through my head now
i just found out things last night
which left me thinking
have everything i've done these fews years
gone down the wicked drain?
have everything i've tried to prove
gone unseen?
have anyone really appreciated what i've done?
the answer is unclear
i'm not sure, and i'm still searching
but do i really have to try anymore?
day and night
every minute
every hour
every year
i've been trying very hard
i thought i knew why i beat up my body
i thought i knew why i forced my mind and soul
i thought i knew why have i sacrificed so much
but no...
i'm really tired
and i feel like i'm not needed in this world anymore
" GUESS WHAT?! I DON'T REALLY CARE "
" OOOO SO NOT FUNNY?! "
" CAN YOU STOP DOING THIS?! "
" SHUT UP LAH YOU!! "
" INSTEAD ON BLAMING THE SCHOOL NOW YOU ARE BLAMING US!! "
" COME BACK ON TIME OR GET PUNISH "
all these words
i've heard over and over again
but does anyone understand that it really hurt me
it's so easy to say all these things
it's so easy to hurt me
it's so easy to forget me
that there is this nobody here who freaking hell don't deserves
anyone's pity nor attention nor appreciation
is that what i've been born here for?
i'm really worth nothing
i don't have to try anymore
i can just quit
since i'm not needed here in this world
anymore...

2006-11-29T21:50:00.000-08:00

okies really getting the hang over from last night
I PROMISE NO MORE LATE NIGHTS!! =XX
stoopad zhixin lo!! SHE OWE SOMETHING GAL!! =DD
whahaha!! JKJK!!! =PP
went to band early in the morning
okies i was in a bad mood okies
coz my eyes were pain, my head was pain
my body was aching
stoopad air con was dripping the whole night lo!! =XX
didn slept well so no energy
i get pissed when i'm tired =XX
ooo wells got better after break
mingli's super cute!! =DD BLUR GAL!!
ooo and jiahui has a dimple ON ONLY SIDE OF HER FACE?!
LOLX!! =DD
coz somehow the air cons in band room ARE FREAKING COLD?!
COLDER THAN THE ONES IN THE MASTER BEDROOM NOW?!
LOLX!! =XX FREZZING THERE CAN?!
shiling agrees with me but somehow the two jiahui and teri didn
haiizzz the older we get the weaker we are!! =XX HAIIIZZZ...
i was really hungry
and my stomach was GROWLING SUPER LOUD?!
teri was laughing her face red lah!! SO PAISEH CAN?!
LOLX!!! =DD
LOLX!!! =DD nth much happened
mr chua dug his saxophone from his store
and brought it to play in the band room
he's SUPER LOUD AND GOOD!! no surprise though
and he knows how to dou!! =DD
whahahaha!!! VIBRATO?! LOLX!!! =PP
oooo wells we increase in volume though
bullied cherine again =XX
hehex!! =DD COZ SHE NVR MEASURE MY WAIST!!!
ooo and louis
ya in australia yea?!
YA KNOW WHAT TO DO?! LOLX!! =DD
* WINKS!!! *
had sectionals with horns
huiling's mood was better yea =DD
qinhui was looking super shuai again with his black boardshorts
OMG!! WHY HE GOT SO MANY BOARDSHORTS DE?!?!?!
JEALOUS!!! =XX WHAHAHA!!
went down to 85 with yanhao and cherine
met the others at 85
omg!! i really wanted to take yanhao's HUGE AND CUTE EYES?!
LOLX!! =DD he's super duper cute de lah!!
his eyes cover for everything?! EVEN HIS MUSHROOM HAIR!!
=DD STOOPAD BOY!!
da pao up
then shiling, jiahui, teri and me were eating
and chatting inside te canteen
weird dreams and ghost stories
lolx!! huiling and mianamian came too
went back to band room had sectionals near the fountain
we were really loud
coz the floor was seriously shaking
and the glass panels were vibrating too!! =DD
GOODIES!!!
mingli looks super cute with the piccolo
whahaha!! like toy like that?! LOLX!!! xDD
sectionals ended early
stayed awhile in the band room
lotsa laughters
then went back with the sec 3s
went to bedok reservoir
they bought things for tmr's chalet
so i went to buy salophane paper?! LOLX!!!
DENG LONG ZHI LAH!! =DD
gotta sleep early today
coz tmr's a fun day
tiring i guess
so i hafta turn in an early night
ciao!! =DD

2006-11-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

okies for today
went back to school somehow
wanted to go out but oooo wells
yongquan wasn free =XX
went to school in the rain coz my umbrella's with kenny
so freaking cold when i reached council room
BOOS!! =XX
eugenia and chenyin were there too
doing their TEN signboard
there were highing as usual
chenyin with her spastic-ness
eugenia with her wacky-ness
=DD love them both!!
lotsa CCAs having camps
bb, ncc, cd
lotsa lotsa =DD
qinhui's super shuai!! HEHEX!! =DD
and cute too!! YOZYOZYOZ!! =DD
whahaha!! and glenn's weird in his bb uniform
SO BU ZHEN JING CAN?! LOLX!!
=DD chere, chenyin and eugenia went down to 85
bought chicken chop for me!!! xDD
so they were feng-ing inside council room
then me and chere went down to some stuff for nite games
shuyi calm down yea gal!!! =DD
lolx!! SO VIOLENT?! LOLX!! xPP
choir came and eugenia and chenyin came
so became super noisy
plus cd acting in the background
ooo wells
eugenia and chenyin were crazy again
so eugenia piggy backed me
then chere piggy backed chenyin
and we starting feng-ing lolx!!
lotsa laughters around them!! =DD
chenyin's so happie i got a smiley for her on my phone?!
WHERE'S MINE GAL!! =DD
whahahaa!! =DD band came back
shuhan said the piece was okies
i hope we can play?! LOLX!! =DD CAN DE YEA!!
went to council room
the sec 3s were playing charade
daryl was super funny acting out
LOLX!!! leonard too!! =DD
super funny!! we were guessing and guessing
then bryan had this really spastic answer
LOLX!!! oooo wenbin has green crocs!! =XX
LOLX!! =DD so random!!
went to tamp with junle and chere
junle bought a tie
SCANDALOUS!! LOLX!! =DD
went home
ate dinner
i'm so happie i completed most of my homework le
so i'ld be able to enjoy the upcoming camps!!
=DD
gotta go!
tmr there's band =XX
AND I WANNA GO SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET!!
HEAR THAT YONGQUAN!! =DD
lolx!!
ciao!!

2006-11-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

quiz from weiting =DD
she gives super short answers?!
LOLX!! =XXX
lazy gal!! =DD

1. How old do you wish you were?
eh 18?! coz 18 means i'm GROWN UP!! =DD lotsa things i wanna do when i'm 18!!
2. Where were you when 9.11 happened?
ooo i was at home watching the news about it =XX
3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
eh depends?! if's alot i'll kick the thing until it drops my money out or it spoils =DD
4. Do you count yourself kind?
eh maybe? i think it's for people to decide de =XX but i hope i'm kind to myself?! LOLX!! =DD
5. If you had to get yourself a tattoo, where would it be?
eh collar bone.
6. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
definitely JAP!! LOLX!! OHIYOH!! =DD WATASHI WEYJIAN!!! KOMAENASAI!! lolx!! =DD
7. Do you know your neighbours?
sure!! she's my primary school classmate =DD
8. What do you consider a vacation?
overseas!! JAPAN!! KOREA!! USA!! =DD
9. Do you follow your horoscope?
sometimes?! when i read the newspaper that is =XX
10. Would you move for someone you love?
definitely!! =DD
11. Are you touchy feely?
VERY?! LOLX!! i get lotsa emotions and very touchy lotsa times =PP
12. Do you believe opposites attract?
yupx!!
13. Dream job?
SONGWRITER!! MUSIC PRODUCER!! things gotta do with music and the arts!! =DD
14. Favourite channels?
eh dunno? coz i hardly watch the tv nowadays =XX probably channel 5 bah
15. Favourite place to go on weekends?
out on the streets!! i can't stand weekends at home =XX
16. Showers or Baths?
SHOWERS!!! LONG ONES!! =DD
17. Do you paint your nails?
eh PERMENANT MARKER CONSIDERED?! LOLX!! i love black nails!! =XX
18. Do you trust people easily?
if the person makes me feel comfortable, yea
19. What are your phobias?
BEES!!! FOREVER BEES!! and te MICROPHONE!! =XX
20. Do you want kids?
lolx!! maybe?! WHEN I'M OLDER!! =DD
21. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
yupx last time when i was SO YOUNG!! =DD
22. Where would you rather be right now?
AT GLEN'S HOUSE?! I DUNNO WHY?! LOLX!! COZ MY AIRCON'S LEAKING!! =XX
23. Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
oooo SECRET!! =XX
24. Are you a heavy/light sleeper?
heavy!!! =DD
25. Are you paranoid?
sometimes?! LOLX!! =XX
26. Are you impatient?
shouldn be lah hor?! LOLX!! but sometimes will
27. Who can you relate to?
my close friends =DD
28. How do you feel about inter-racial couples?
i think it's COOL?! THEIR BABIES ARE LIKE SUPER CHIO AND SHUAI?! LOLX!! =DD
29. Have you been burned by love?
eh i dun quite understand the question?! =XX
30. What's your favourite pick-up line?
CHOU JI DAN!!! =DD
31. What's your main ring tone of your mobile?
unfaithful by rihanna coz all thks to junle?! =XX LOLX!!
32. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping =DD
33. What did the last text on your cellphone say?
OMG!! Ya going somewhere? to minle about tmr's vid taking =XX
34. Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
mine DUH!! THEN HU'S?! - . -''
35. What colour shirt are you wearing now?
blue pyjamas!! =DD
36. Most recent movie you watched?
step up with gina, reuben, zhixin, andrew and jiajie =DD
37. Name 3 things that you have on you all the time.
underwear, shirt and pants!! MODEL ANSWER!! =DD
38. What colour are your best sheets?
white bah =DD
39. How much cash do you have on your own now?
16?! my mama gave me 20 buck today =XX
40. What is your favourite part of the chicken?
wings!!
41. What's your favourite town/city?
singapore DUH!! =DD
42. I can't wait till...?
CHRISTMAS!! SEASON OF LA-O-VEEE!! lolx!! =DD
43. What did you have for dinner last night?
at home
44. Do you own a GUN?
NOPE!! =DD
45. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
plain water or else i will da bian =XX
46. Where do you think you'll be in the next 10 years?
duuno? still studying bah. hope in japan =DD
47. Last thing you ate?
mushroom?! LOLX!! =DD
48. What songs do you sing in the shower?
andrea bocelli's because we believe =DD
49. Last thing that made you laugh?
today's charade in council with the sec 3s!! =DD
50. Worst injury you ever had?
riding a bike and got my leg caught in between the pedal and the body =XX
51. What's your favourite candy?
anything that's SWEET!!! lolx!! =DD
52. What song do you want to be played at your funeral?
eh none =XX coz i dun want everybody to be so sad at the funeral. so no songs =XX
53. Five random people to do this:wah sian leh. hmmm. aiyah whoever wanna do then do lol. BOO!! i wanna choose weiting but can't!! ooo wells dunno?! hu wants to do leh?!
BLEAHS!! 0.o

2006-11-27T21:22:00.000-08:00

WOOTZ!!
lolx!! =DD i'm happy todae!!
anyways woke up early as usual for band
louis and kiayong didn come =XX
BUT KENNY DID!! LOLX!! =DD
I LOVE HIS LOW NOTES!!!
mr chua and mrs chua didn come today somehow
so stefanie took us throughout
couple of songs
i really wanted to prac spirited away
but ooo wells!! =DD
really wanna kick, pulled her hair, strangle
TORTURE JIAHUI IN ANY MEANS CAN!!
=XX YOU ARGH GAL!!
nvr read your notes?! NVR READ WHAT I WRITE?!
PIAK U ARGH!! =PP
oooo wells!! i'ld torture her alright xPP
anyways teri instru's really jazzy?!
LOLX!!! kinda like those jazz band sax
is tat good?! LOLX!! xPP
work hard yea gal!! =DD
cherry was funny
somehow stefanie laughed too
but she got real pissed after that
junhan too =XX
ooo wells we sec 2s had meeting
cherine's bullying me!! =XX
so i bullied her back!! =DD
WHAHAHA!!!
then we went inside band room to listen to music
whahahaa!!! all te songs so nicey!!!
=DD really brings make memories =DD
anyways i was starving to death
when i went up council room to meet chere
graci was there so was meixuan
folding roses
graci was high as usual
started dancing her BOOTYLICIOUS moves
took vid
WHAHAH!! SO FREAKING FUNNY?!
=DD love ya babe!!
went tamp to meet shiling they all
there was this group dancing near us
and the instructor was really =XX
SPEECHLESS CAN!!! =XXX
we really deciphering his sexuality =XX
coz cldn tell?! SORRIES?! =XXX
really evil but really SPEECHLESS?!
IZIT BULGING IN THE CHEST?!
OR IZIT BULGING FROM THE PANTS?!
LOLX!!! =XXX
anyways the playground haf this really cool ride
it goes round and round in circles?!
MAKES YOU DIZZY!! =XX
weiting took vids of us in the rain spinning our heads off
oooo wells lotsa fun with them
ziyun's CUTE!!! =DD she eats sweets like
LITTLE BIT BY LITTLE BIT?!
LOLX!! and seemui's hair's weird?! LOLX!! xDD
i posted lotsa things today
hehex!! so happie!!
JOEY SWEETHEART!!
=DD takecares yea!!! love ya gal!!
gotta go
ciao!!
=DD

2006-11-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

todae is okies
ooo one thing
christmas is a season for L-O-V-E
LOLX!!! REMEMBER HOR SHILING!!!
L-O-V-E!!!
lolx!! =DD
went to this church to play some christmas carol
it was boring though
=XX
went off so early
went to great world plaza to eat KFC
with mervin, joel, rechelle and shiling
nothing much
christmas was certainly in the air
went to tamp with mama
there are like little tiny christmas trees outside the mrt station
and people were KOPING IT AWAY?!
WAS IT FOR SALE?!
LOLX!! =XX my mama was so shocked lo!! =PP
went to eat
then went yamaha bought some stuff
yamaha doesn sell soprano sax!!! =((
BOOS!!
whahaha!! then played time crisis again
lolx!!! I GOT SHOT!!!
=XXX
went back and bathed
tiring day i had
tmr there's band?
BOOS!!!
=XX gotta go sleep le
ciao!!

2006-11-24T21:30:00.000-08:00

woke up super tired today
guess all that chatting with yingsi jiejie
made me tried!! =DD whahaha!!
anyways band was okies
attendance was okies lah hor
AT LEAST ELIZABETH CAME?! LOLX!! =PP
ooo wells i duuno what i should do now
go to school
get scolded by huiling
go to council room for sec 2 meeting
got ap-ed by cheryl
at least yanhao made me happy!! =DD
i love his electone?! LOLX!!
=DD SUPER DUPER COOL!!!
ooo gosh I WANT TO LEARN!!!
went home with rechelle
got scolded by my dad for fast-forwarding the vcd i was watching
=XX everyone's in a bad mood now
go everywhere also get scolding
oooo wells
is there anything to look forward to now?
=XX

2006-11-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

i'm such a failure ='((

-- i didn order my books
-- i didn get the night game proposal done
-- i pissed cheryl off
-- i forgot to bring the coloured pens waiwai asked me to bring
-- i couldn reject a person asking for donation
-- i pissed yongquan off
-- i didn complete my homework

so so many things i forgot to do
i dunno if i ever can finish them
so a phrase goes " people with a gold of heart will have a happy ending "
in chinese it goes "好人友好报"
but is it really so?
i'm confused
i feel really stoopad
i feel so dissapointed of myself
i couldn reject him, i could just gave in to him
and i now know why i dun really lyk going home
get home get scolded le?
told my dad about the booklist
got scolded instead
i dun understand
yea majority of us are selfish
i am too because i try to change people
so that they become what i hoped they would be
but my dad
i just dun understand, maybe it's work stress yea
i dun really blame you
but....
i dunno, maybe i'm plain dumb
to percieve this world as what i see
but i see no harm in being what i am
but i'm not sure if the world accepts me, or just pushing me away
i feel really bad
my mum, who doesn really earn much
have to pay for the huge amount of money needed to buy my books
why?
why does she have to?

TO CHERYL =[
i'm really really sorry gal. i just thought we all could be more serious. yea coz the date line's like next week and we really haven got anything completely done. i know it's my fault too and i've really been fooling all around. but yea. please forgive me yea. sorry gal =(

TO WAIWAI =[
heysheys i'm really sorry i forgot about the pens!!! =XX really sorry huh =XX

TO YONGQUAN =[
heysheys i'm really really very sorry for pissing you of today yea. yea if i had knew you didn want me to talk about AHEM i'ld stop. really sorry okies? =( really sorry for always asking you to go out with me and such. i just dun like staying at home alone. really sorry if i'm wasting your time and such. and dun think too much yea. she might be talking about you but it's not only you, but me and it's also so true to all of us. just dun take it to hardly.
~~i've told you to change not for changing sake,~~
but because you are benefitting from it.
i'm really sorry for always trying to change you,
for what i hoped you could be.
i'm really selfish.
i shouldn have tried to change you.
i should have accepted you for who you are
really very very sorry

so sucky today
i just wanna drift away..

2006-11-20T17:31:00.000-08:00

yeayea i'm gonna blog abt yesterdae
before i fall asleep later
anyways yesterdae was weihua gorgor and baoyu jiejie's wedding
so cool!! hehex!! =DD
gotta wake up super early then went over to see
the tea ceremony
hehex!! =DD weihua gorgor look super macho in his suite lah!!
then baoyu jiejie's gown fitted her damm nicey!! =DD
SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
anyways te ceremony was lotsa laughters thks to my aunts
it's hell lotsa laughters around them de =DD
pics taken n such
then we went to YMCA whr they took their oaf
whahahaha!! SUPER FUNNY DE!! BESIDE A SWIMMING POOL CAN?!
lolx!! n weihua gorgor considered a few moment before
saying yes to baoyu jiejie as his beloved wife =DD
super funny can!!
lolx!! then got reception
me and my sis ate lotsa fish and prawns!! whahahaha!! =DD
then went back bathed and got really for dinner
at mount fable safra
te place was nicey
my sis ate lotsa te peanuts there
=XX LOLX!! I WAS SITTING NXT TO A KOREAN STAR?!
lolx!! no lah te guy i think is call junliang?
yea he look so lyk korean star can?! LOLX!! and his brother junquan
dun really remember them but we were once childhood playmates?!
LOLX!! =DD as according to my mama
dinner was nicey though
our table didn eat much
so me and my sis kope alot of food
mama and papa was at VIP table
so cldn go there
hehex!! my cousin challenged me red wine
GOSH!! I SUX AT TAKING SHOTS?! LOLX!!
te wine damm WINEY?! LOLX!! =DD
13% alcohol lah!!
and my cousin's a gal?! AND SHE SUCH A GOOD TAKER?!
lolx!! =DD
anyways nicey experience though lolx!!!
went home and gotta go sleep
coz there was band todae
damm tired in te morning
didn really haf te enegry to play
ooo wells sockling's smile damm cute!!
whahaha te first thing in te morning i went into band room
sockling was smiling her mega-watt smile
WHAHAHA!! SUPER CUTE!! =DD
anyways huiling's relationship with AHEM got better yea?
LOLX!! =DD chenghuat took us todae
played spirited away
WHAAAA SAI!!! tat piece is nicey
BUT DIFFICULT?! LOLX!! =PP
oooo wells
played around with yanahao after band
i'm not angry okies? so sorries =XX
i was tired
stayed until around 5 then went off
gotta complete my proposal le!! =XX
SHITS!!
JUNLE PLEASE DUN COME FIND ME!! =XX
ciao!!

2006-11-18T23:50:00.000-08:00

yesterdae had a tiring dae
so oooo wells for all te emo posts =XX
todae went out with andrew, zhixin, gina, reuben and jiajie
went to watch step up
i was late as usual
eh veh late to be exact =XX
sorries andrew, gina and reuben
anyways went to KFC to eat
then zhixin and jiajie joined us later =DD
thks zhixin for te nail paint
WHAHAHAHA!! =DD
step up is nicey
quite sad and touching too some parts
especially when skinny died
ooooo =DD
then went to walk and walk around
andrew was tired =PP coz gina and zhixin was on a shopping tranze
whahaha!! went to eat dinner
then continued shopping again =XX
whahaha!! gina and i made a deal
we shall buy each other christmas prezzies and bdae prezzies for each other
whahaha!! =DD GINA ROX!! lolx!! xPP luv ya gal
anyways all of us got really tired
so took a train and went back
whahahaa!! tmr my cousin's wedding
hope it would be nicey?! LOLX!! =XX
I DUN WANT VEGETARIAN DINNER?! LOLX!!!
RIGHT YONGQUAN?! LOLX!! =DD
ciao!!

2006-11-17T22:07:00.000-08:00

walking away
is the last thing i wanna do now
i don't know
i'm unsure
i'm uncertain
how i wished i wouldn't have known you
then i wouldn't be in this state now, today, tonight
but i count my blessings
it's glad getting to know you
but i guess it's just wrong
for me to come here
for me to get involved in your life
maybe you will move on once i'm away
maybe then i will move on too
you in your world
me in my own world
my presence was never needed
my voices are just noise to everyone's ears
my breathe just takes away the air other living things need to survive on
full stop
it ends here now.
they say people only treasure once things are gone
i'm sure....

2006-11-17T21:49:00.001-08:00

okies
i'm tired and gonna get emo soon
best is to go sleep now
really tiring dae todae
woke up early
just reached home
almost on te verge of fainting just now
haiiizzz
if everydae's gonna continue lyk tat
i think i'm gonna lose it one dae sia =XX
rest rest rest
i need rest =DD

can someone give me a reason to live?
can someone show me how to live?
can someone show me what a happy life is?
can someone guide me through?
life carries on everyday like an endless cycle
i'm slowly losing the reason to live a happy life
as i drown
deeper and deeper
into the depths of what seem to be an endless pit of darkness

living behind the close door....